Hey there! I am Fighter xaos though some call me.... *thunder crashes* Jerry. Anyway some of you may already know me as xaos.

I am chaos.

# it is a bottomless gulf where anything falls endlessly. This radically contrasts with the Earth that emerges from it to offer a stable ground.
# it is a place without any possible orientation, where anything falls in every direction.
# it is a space that separates, that divides: after the Earth and the Sky parted, Chaos remains between both of them
*“Chaos often breeds life, when order breeds habit”
*You need chaos in your soul to give birth to a dancing star.
*Chaos and Order are not enemies, only opposites.
*Out of chaos God made a world, and out of high passions comes a people.

Younger me must have thought that was deep.

Oh yeah other places you can find me. My Deviantart
My myotaku
My youtube
MyAnimeList
My Elfwood and finally
My Twitter

My tumblr

If you want to talk with me more/know me better I suggest hitting me up on deviantart and twitter. I'm on those sites more than theO.


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Those on deviantart

Hey all how was your 4th of July weekend? Oddly enough I didn't do anything on the 4th but rather the day after going to a barbecue that my uncle was throwing. Had a couple of burgers a couple brew.... er sodas. XD I couldn't get the HDMI cable that I was hoping my uncle would give to me though. I really want one to hook my HDTV to my PS3 and actually experience my games in actual HD... actually.

Oh, and as a request for a friend those of you on deviantart and with microphones a friend of mine on deviantart that goes by Mat-Lee needs some female voices for his character Lolly. He is making an animation with his (and some other people's) characters and needs some voice actors. He could also use some voices for the smaller roles of random people on the street and such.

Just go to his dA page comment on his journal that you're interested, he has a script you can read some lines from and then send him your file. You can either ask him for his e-mail or give him a rapidshare link. If you think you might feel alone in going for this, meaning you don't know anybody else from theO who is going to try and be a voice, well no fear I am also trying for a part. Matter of fact I already sent him my demo.

By the way side note from me if you do have a mic and all, why not get skype and talk to me there? Please, I could always use some more voices on my podcast.

Kind of lonely around here

Just wanted to state that I am around and all it is alright to talk to me once in a while ya know?

Oh, and if you're into it or open enough for it go check out my Trance World thanks.

So many deaths

Just want to say that my condolences are out there to Ed McMahon's, Michael Jackson's and Farah Fawcett's family. I mean DANG. They were all so close to each other too. (Time ...

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Gosh, I still don't feel good. I know some people might even start to say I'm emo. :| Don't. I do feel like a sack of crap. I feel I need to vent still. Though I do wish for some help, I noticed not even my parents or best friends even care to lis...

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Facebook

Ya know facebook has started letting you use usernames so I chose my URL and I put it in the introduction, (I think I forgot to update I finished two of those requests though) Let me know if those requests I finished are still up there.

After I chose my URL I edited my profile a bit. (This is going somewhere I promise) Then after that I, for the heck of it looked through my uncle's profile and saw a comment that said "hey dad" and when I saw that I went T_T "is that a BLOOD relative I've never heard of or met before" I felt so bad. Then I went through his friends list and saw another kid, another cousin I've never met. Darn it if the only kids of his that I've met are his oldest son, his son that's my age and his youngest (adorable) daughter Shannon. ^__^ I wonder what I should say if I added them as friends "this is your father's brother's son that you've never met" or "hey cousin I've never heard of" XD

Oh, and this is my sweet little cousin Shannon (some of you have already seen her) She must be about 7 now. She's three or four here.
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