Hey there! I am Fighter xaos though some call me.... *thunder crashes* Jerry. Anyway some of you may already know me as xaos.
I am chaos.
# it is a bottomless gulf where anything falls endlessly. This radically contrasts with the Earth that emerges from it to offer a stable ground.
# it is a place without any possible orientation, where anything falls in every direction.
# it is a space that separates, that divides: after the Earth and the Sky parted, Chaos remains between both of them
*“Chaos often breeds life, when order breeds habit”
*You need chaos in your soul to give birth to a dancing star.
*Chaos and Order are not enemies, only opposites.
*Out of chaos God made a world, and out of high passions comes a people.
Ah! This song is one of those songs that's in tune with my essence, my soul.
Thanks a lot:
Mainly to Tommy aka Cloudstrife777. You really said what was in your heart and I thank you for it, for letting me see the path again. Wallowing in self pity is not my style. So yeah, forget 'em. It's hard going in some of those biased contests and then when you call 'em out on it. I saw animepulse's response to those saying about those drawing in traditional style. Let me say these guys (or the guy who typed that out) don't sit right with me.
On another note. Shireishou updated! She says she wants to leave myO too. I was chatting with her in yahoo messenger too. Wow it was 6 in the morning where she was and it was 7pm where I was. She uploaded one more art to theotaku (dedicated it to me as well) and now she says she's going to be on deviantart almost exclusively. It's all up to her of course but I said it before if she wants to be there, I'll stick by her. ^_^ So please go check her myO and her art uploaded today. Or tomorrow since it's kinda late.
On another note. My mom joined theotaku! I told some of you already but now I'm telling all of you. Since she joined today she doesn't have a myO since you know, new members after VV launched can't get one anymore. But please go to her and make her feel welcome. Her username is C ko. The url to her portfolio is Make her feel welcome thanks to those who already did. ^_^
Oh yeah theotaku only: Timechaser, you especially greet my mom. She loves Doctor Who.
Well, as I type this, this exact world has 1,200 views exactly. So to those who came by and always commented and to those who just dropped by, thank you. On other news, someone unsubscribed me... and it begins! I am not on as much (due to a whole bunch of crap happening out of my control) and people don't see me comment (because I can't) and decide to unsubscribe. Well, whatever. On something else changing it up againContests forget them I'm sick of them. I am not entering a contest (except the two I said I would because they're friends) at all anymore at least until.... whenever I feel like it but it's going to be a long time months at least. I'm going to spare myself the disappointment. I'll still do art-trades and collabs and requests and whatever. But not these competitive things. I don't know I'm sitting on an awful lot of rage and shame right now, I definitely don't think continuing in these types of things will help any for now. Thank God I have GTA4 when I get angry I just kill a tom of people in that game and let it out then come back cooler. But still, I'm not going to forget. I'm starting to ramble now. Er... what else? I was watching Doctor Who, heh they were repeats from 2006 but they were cool. People were thinking ghosts were coming but it was really the cybermen. Heh, Timechaser knows a lot more than I do. HA! just checked out youtube right now and it says reccomended for you and it has a muay thai video.
I just picked up my reserve copy of Metal Gear Solid 4 Guns Of The Patriots.
WOW! I haven't played much but whoa it looks amazing and the gameplay is great it's been redone and yet it retains the feel of the older ones, just better. Since I had the first three Metal Gear Solid games I took a picture of them with the 4th one. Kind of showing that now I have all 4. I also took some video but only Ryo will see them for now. I might not be on much tomorrow not because of the fame but because something is happening in the family. I know they'll need me. Well then here is some of the pics I took then. Well, only one pic, here on the world. On myO you'll see more.
Well, this time, I've been busy not only drawing but buying things. See we got our stimulus check and we've been buying many things we need (and want) one of those things being my new monitor. I've a lot more to do too. But I'll try and comment more. I just bought DBZ Burts Limit. I preordered it and I got a Blu Ray of Dead Zone along with the game free for preordering, as well as a t-shirt. I'm getting MGS4 tomorrow as well> I preordered that too. So man... I might just be playing my PS3 the whole time. GTA4, Burst Limit, MGS4 and I still play Oblivion. I have lots of dedications and contests too. But after this no more contests. I have such a big failure rate anyway.
Well, sorry I have not been on in the past two days. But I have lots of stuff to do. I mean lots. I'll tell about one cool one thing though. I've been given an offer to be a graphic designer. It's not for a huge company or anything it's for a small business a candle business. But it pays well enough 9 dollars an hour and I mean come on! To be able to say I'm a paid graphic designer? That's pretty cool to me. Also I have lots and lots of dedications and art trades and collabs and what not. SO! Even if I don't owe you anything but you know about it can you remind me of some of the stuff I'm involved with art wise. Again if you know but if you do tell me.
I definitely don't think continuing in these types of things will help any for now. Thank God I have GTA4 when I get angry I just kill a tom of people in that game and let it out then come back cooler. But still, I'm not going to forget. I'm starting to ramble now. Er... what else? I was watching Doctor Who, heh they were repeats from 2006 but they were cool. People were thinking ghosts were coming but it was really the cybermen. Heh, Timechaser knows a lot more than I do. 
