Hey there! I am Fighter xaos though some call me.... *thunder crashes* Jerry. Anyway some of you may already know me as xaos.

I am chaos.

# it is a bottomless gulf where anything falls endlessly. This radically contrasts with the Earth that emerges from it to offer a stable ground.
# it is a place without any possible orientation, where anything falls in every direction.
# it is a space that separates, that divides: after the Earth and the Sky parted, Chaos remains between both of them
*“Chaos often breeds life, when order breeds habit”
*You need chaos in your soul to give birth to a dancing star.
*Chaos and Order are not enemies, only opposites.
*Out of chaos God made a world, and out of high passions comes a people.

Younger me must have thought that was deep.

Oh yeah other places you can find me. My Deviantart
My myotaku
My youtube
MyAnimeList
My Elfwood and finally
My Twitter

My tumblr

If you want to talk with me more/know me better I suggest hitting me up on deviantart and twitter. I'm on those sites more than theO.

Short time

Just letting you know for a couple days I'll be on for shorter times. I don't think I'll be able to comment everyone. No worries people it's only because I'm focusing on my submissions the contest entry for SomeGirl and two wallies. Seeing my Apocalixis wallpaper get accepted has me optimistic maybe I should just draw my wallies. So I'm working on two more wallies they take me sometime because coloring on the computer takes a long time for me. I don't know about you but me yes. The next one looks sick... in my head and the one after that one I need to think of how I want to do it. I already know how I want to make this one. So yeah I'll be on shorter or sometimes I'll just be absent but it's only because I'm working.

Funeral

So yesterday was my cousin's funeral. Well, it was a bit weird for me. First it was a Catholic funeral.... I am not Catholic, I'm a protestant. Another thing about it was the white folks, what do I mean? Well, we were kinda confused going to the funeral when we saw them we were thinking we were at the wrong one! I mean I'm not saying that we weren't supposed to see any it's that we weren't expecting to see so many! ^^ Then my mom told me his girlfriend was white and I was like ok. As for him, well he was in the casket with his army uniform on I don't know if I mentioned but he was a war veteran he served in Iraq. Yes I too find it ironic to go to Iraq and survive to only die when you come back home. What a waste. Oh yeah the final weird thing there was this girl... She was pretty hot too... I was looking at her a couple of times but she has a boyfriend so i wasn't a lot didn't want to get into a fight especially at a funeral. Weird thing is though my mom tells me after we;e going back home that the pretty girl was looking at me a lot, mom says "Man she kept looking back at Jerry and she was with her boyfriend too!" Oh yeah one last thing WALLIE! Ok so I tried and submit a wallie... again. I hope to God it stays this time. I mean they just put up guidelines and this one doesn't violate them YET I STILL don't see that I have one wallpaper when I look at my portfolio it says zero but when I click on the zero it shows up. That's exactly what happened with the last two! I'm afraid it's going to get deleted again. But this one has nothing wrong with it. Is t my account? Does someone not want me to submit wallpapers? Seriously I think someone is making ti so I can't submit any.
http://www.theotaku.com/wallpapers/view/157863/apocalixis
That's it right there comment on it and say "don't delete it!" Or something.
EDIT:Yes! My wallpaper finally got accepted! It says 1 and it shows it in my portfolio.

Ok this is ain't right

If it's not one thing it's the other. Now I'm mad over none of my wallpapers sticking around I know they're not the greatest but I follow the gidelines why aren't they sticking around? I know Adam can help but he seems to be so busy and I don't think I'd get a response from him anyway. I mean seriously why aren't they sticking around? i noticed my gallery says I have zero but when you click you saw it and I was like it says zero... it's going to be deleted... Also when I see new wallpapers you know when you see what just got submitted you don't see it? I mean even shouldn't it have shown up on that list? I'm so confused and angry. The last one was for my friend and I had to submit it a s a draft but I NEED wallpapers to be published I need SOMETHING on may gallery even if it isn't super awesome. My art gets published no matter what why not wallpapers?

Grief

I have some terrible news. Really terribleMy cousin who is an army veteran died in a horrific car crash on a street known as gasoline alley over here because of all the gas and electric plants there. That's the link to read about what happened to him. On top of that my two god children died! Just this morning. They were born prematurely and died! My best friend and the father of them just called me. If you want to send your condolences he has an account here it's http://theralfjones07.theotaku.com I just don't know what to say.

That's him.

It's on my myO post

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