Hey there! I am Fighter xaos though some call me.... *thunder crashes* Jerry. Anyway some of you may already know me as xaos.
I am chaos.
# it is a bottomless gulf where anything falls endlessly. This radically contrasts with the Earth that emerges from it to offer a stable ground.
# it is a place without any possible orientation, where anything falls in every direction.
# it is a space that separates, that divides: after the Earth and the Sky parted, Chaos remains between both of them
*“Chaos often breeds life, when order breeds habit”
*You need chaos in your soul to give birth to a dancing star.
*Chaos and Order are not enemies, only opposites.
*Out of chaos God made a world, and out of high passions comes a people.
There's a lot of things I want to post about, but now is not the time I'm a bit too busy at the moment. But in the meantime I want to post something to show I'm not dead around here I'd like to link to my official debut as a staff writer for Comic Book Clash. http://comicbookclash.blogspot.com/2012/04/news-edition-31-dc-unleashes-he-man.html?m=0 I wrote about Ms. Marvel becoming Captain Marvel. You do have to scroll down a bit but my article is actually not very long.
So I guess before getting to the good parts I should address being "emo" for a while. In my last post I mentioned in a reply that there was a lot of things happened to my family, they'd prefer if I didn't mention it in public. I did mention one part of it on facebook once though. It was pretty crazy having all of that happen so I felt really distressed. Plus, after feeling bad for my family, my mind decides to think of even more depressing stuff, and I started to feel like I must be the most ugly, repellant man in the universe. But, that's all in the past now. :) Now for the good stuff.
If you noticed the character sheets, and some past art with something called "March On" written on them. That's the name of a story I've been working on for... hmm, a year or 2 now? Well, this past week after talking to a lot of people I've decided to go for it, I'm going to write this story as a fiction novel and I'm going to have it published. On top of that I'm going to start using my connections in comics and see what I can do there, either as a writer or an artist. I think it's about time to prove all my family, friends and teachers right and show that I am a writer.
So, to all you haters, if you're out there if you think I can't do it I just have one thing to say:
A lot has happened within 5 weeks, a lot of distressing things, that for privacy I won't divulge here, and I've had the support of family and friends and for the most part I've been coping well, but every time I've been alone I've been at war with myself. I even started having chest pains, which confused me because I've been getting healthier ever since January losing weight and all that. Then, today after such a horrible day yesterday it finally happened I cried. I finally cried and I feel so much better now. Why didn't I cry? All trying to look happy all the time did was give me chest pains, why didn't I cry earlier? From now on, I won't bottle my emotions up anymore. I should have cried earlier...
If you clicked to read this post because of the title. HA HA! I did my job.
Anyway the latest Ikaricast is up and if you're a fan of Mass Effect or just curious you should listen as my co-host Jeff minces no words in his mini review of Mass Effect 3. Also since we're all anime fans here, before Jeff goes into his mini review Ryo previews the spring 2012 anime season. You mean there's anime worth watching this season? Well, I'll be...
