Hey there! I am Fighter xaos though some call me.... *thunder crashes* Jerry. Anyway some of you may already know me as xaos.

I am chaos.

# it is a bottomless gulf where anything falls endlessly. This radically contrasts with the Earth that emerges from it to offer a stable ground.
# it is a place without any possible orientation, where anything falls in every direction.
# it is a space that separates, that divides: after the Earth and the Sky parted, Chaos remains between both of them
*“Chaos often breeds life, when order breeds habit”
*You need chaos in your soul to give birth to a dancing star.
*Chaos and Order are not enemies, only opposites.
*Out of chaos God made a world, and out of high passions comes a people.

Younger me must have thought that was deep.

Oh yeah other places you can find me. My Deviantart
My myotaku
My youtube
MyAnimeList
My Elfwood and finally
My Twitter

My tumblr

If you want to talk with me more/know me better I suggest hitting me up on deviantart and twitter. I'm on those sites more than theO.

oh gee

Man, I feel terrible... I apologize for not being on much today...

Darn dentist

Uh, I had a dentist appointment today. Like always I have darn good teeth, except somethings up with my top two wisdom teeth. They're coming fine but they're sticky... or something, so they said if I want it extracted or sealed. I chose sealed because there was no pain and they're not messing with my tongue so I'm like shoot I'll keep 'em whatever, but I am worried I read all the stuff that wisdom teeth that don't or can't come in properly can do. But, then again they are coming in fine just the top two are... sticky. Oh yeah and I've been browsing this here DA a heck of a lot before writing this. Funny thing is where I was browsing I wasn't anywhere near manga and anime, I was just in photography. I've never said but I dig artistic photography a lot as well. I guess ever since I did a report on that guy in freshman year. Forgot his name but he was married to Georgia O' Keefe. (Huh I did a report on him and I can't remember his name) Well, see ya around.

Number 100!

Taking Elves advice I decided to draw for number 100 all my fave characters (or all I can fit at least) in one big piece. It took me 5 hours all the way to 1 am to draw it. Right before I went to bed I watched Death Note and the beginning of the premier of Code Geass, I realized two things number 1: Near is already there on Death Note? Dang I shouldn't have missed those past few episodes. Number 2: I've been pronouncing Lelouch's name wrong? Aw crap I've been calling him "Le luke" Yeah I'm super proud of this piece I guess it's because of all the love I put into it while drawing the whole time I was just putting my love into it, and listening to music which makes me put all my love into it. Hmm, I see now I should enjoy drawing. Back then I used to draw with anger, but now I see how is anyone else going to love your art if you don't? Well, I'll put it up when I get it back from my cousin he's coloring and if I know him he'll put his love into it as he is a fan of all the characters I drew. I draw, he colors, I put the finishing touches (making sure it looks clean by erasing stray lines and all) Well, see you!

All I needed was a day

I was feeling down but it seems all I needed was a day to myself Just relaxing playing Gran Turismo 5 Prologue I don't know but that game is really mellow must be the scenery and the nice jazz. There's only one video I would post to show I'm feeling better now, but it's already in my introduction. It would be redundant to post it if it's already in my intro would it not? I can put a pic though. Oh yeah! My next fan-art that would be submitted for publication will be my 100th one! So I'm thinking what should I do for my 100th pic?
You see I just don't stay down!

I don't even know anymore

I just have this huge conflict inside. Rrrgghh I can't even put it to words.


Just have to keep it together, I'll try.