ok J well i suck with words and all and im not gunna try and find some retarded way to say this but dude come on you have me tom caprisha and maney others weather be it online or off there still your freinds now i suck with words so that prolly sounds mean and aient helpin any so ima use a phrase that will help you when and only when you find the maening
~its better to try and fail than fail to try~
stay in touch dude if not here PSN were almost always online so yeah i hope for the best^^
Xaos.. Jerry.. my friend.. I can see you are in some deep pain right now. You must always remember that whatever it is, you will get through it and it will get better. It doesn't make the pain less, but maybe you can find the strength to get through the pain. I too have felt as if I wanted my world to just end. I can not express how glad I am that my attempts at escaping life were unsuccessful. You too, my friend, should just hang in there - some day you will be glad you did. I promise. *HUGS* I am gonna send you my number. You can call me if you ever want to.
If there's nothing wrong with me, then there must be something wrong with the universe!
Hello there Jerry. ^_^ Kelsey texted me saying that you were feeling down, so here I am! ^_^ So I hope I can help you feel better in some way my dear bro! *hugs*
Ah yes, the questioning of your life. I have had so many thoughts like that. Like what am I living for, what is the point to life, what is out there that is truly to live for, etc. I have thought things like that and so many more. I think it is pretty normal to. I bet everyone on this site would say they have questioned their own life.
You know, when I started having terrible, morbid thoughts I started to think about not living anymore. I was in so much pain, I felt like I was hurting others, etc. I really just felt like there was no meaning for me...but there are many people who really do want me and need me here. To me that always sounded concieted to say that, but I am over it. There is nothing wrong to say that there are loved ones in your life who need you. I feel like I am here to help people and to bring happiness the best I can.
As for you Jerry, I'm sure your meaning is something of the same as mine. And there are many people in your life who love and care for you, who want you in their life. Your Mom, your family, your friends on here, and I am one of them of course. I would be devasted if you weren't around anymore. You are a brother to me. ^_^ You always inspire me with your wonderful talks of God. You're a very inspirational person Jerry and if you need an answer to some of the questions you're having, I hope that answers one of them. That you're an inspirational man who was put here on Earth by God to inspire others. I do truly believe that is one of your meanings in for your life. ^__^ God has a special plan and meaning for all of his children.
You will find your soul mate someday, you will get over this feeling, go out and see some of your friends in your life, meet new people, and of course, be proud of who you're Jerry^^ You're an amazing person and I love you!
If your in the middle of the road, then just keep moving forward. I am sure something down the road, something speical, is waiting for you. ^_^ *hugs(
Quotes for you!
*" If you're walking down the right path and you're willing to keep walking, eventually you'll make progress."
~Barack Obama:
*"But there is suffering in life, and there are defeats. No one can avoid them. But it's better to lose some of the battles in the struggles for your dreams than to be defeated without ever knowing what you're fighting for."
~Paulo Coelho
*"I have one life and one chance to make it count for something . . . I'm free to choose what that something is, and the something I've chosen is my faith. Now, my faith goes beyond theology and religion and requires considerable work and effort. My faith demands -- this is not optional -- my faith demands that I do whatever I can, wherever I am, whenever I can, for as long as I can with whatever I have to try to make a difference."
~Jimmy Carter
Take care Jerry. If you need to talk more about how you're feeling or thoughts you have been having, please message me. ^_^ May your days be filled with sunshine Jerry. Feel better Bro! *hugs*
Love your sis,
Meagan
P.S. Listen to "Don't Stop Believing" By Journey. X3
Capri-chan stole some of those lines from me, you know. About being placed on this Earth by God for a reason. ;3 *whispers*Cause I recently had to tell her that advice, too[/whisper] So in other words, you're not alone in those feelings. Life is a confusing thing, and our confusion about why we're here, and why things happen, aren't easily answered. Sometimes they aren't directly answered. We probably just don't realize it...just like right now. You think you have no one that you love and that loves you back, but I'm sure that's wrong. I know you're probably not talking about family and friends...but still...can you really count us out? Those are types of love as well, so don't discount them. *hugs*
I also don't have a boy/girlfriend or anything, and I'm 20, lol, but I try not to let that get to me. There's plenty of time for things like that, and that isn't the only type of love, like I said. :) So please try to cheer up over that problem!*hugs* My goodness, don't think about death either! If you die, then you'll NEVER find that certain someone. You wont' have another chance to feel love. Of course they're always God's love, but if you want mortal/human love, then you better start thinking about living.
*hugs* I've also been feeling depressed when coming online...maybe not always this site, but definitely AP. You don't have to force yourself online if it makes you feel sad. Try to do things to get your mind off of it. Ok? Things will get better if you give them the time to. Giving up and dying will NEVER solve anything. *nods* And I know you understand that. Following God gives you the strength, and you know He'll guide you in your path to recovering your bearings and feeling cheerful again. Have you ever heard the ending song to Kuroshitsuji? Well, I just love it. XD It's pretty uplifting! Energetic and just about being ALIVE. <3
*hugs* Anyhoo, you take care of yourself. I hope you feel better soon. :) Remember, we're always here for ya when you need us...but don't push yourself too hard if it's too stressful coming online!
sasuke uchia
Otaku Eternal | Posted 04/19/09 | Reply
ok J well i suck with words and all and im not gunna try and find some retarded way to say this but dude come on you have me tom caprisha and maney others weather be it online or off there still your freinds now i suck with words so that prolly sounds mean and aient helpin any so ima use a phrase that will help you when and only when you find the maening
~its better to try and fail than fail to try~
stay in touch dude if not here PSN were almost always online so yeah i hope for the best^^
Angel Zakuro
bird nerd. (Otaku Angel) | Posted 04/19/09 | Reply
@innocent heart:
DON'T STOP BELIEVING FTW.
@xaos: You should listen to it! Lol. We all pray for you to feel better!! <333
Bulma
Otaku Eternal | Posted 04/19/09 | Reply
Xaos.. Jerry.. my friend.. I can see you are in some deep pain right now. You must always remember that whatever it is, you will get through it and it will get better. It doesn't make the pain less, but maybe you can find the strength to get through the pain. I too have felt as if I wanted my world to just end. I can not express how glad I am that my attempts at escaping life were unsuccessful. You too, my friend, should just hang in there - some day you will be glad you did. I promise. *HUGS* I am gonna send you my number. You can call me if you ever want to.
If there's nothing wrong with me, then there must be something wrong with the universe!
innocent heart
Otaku Eternal | Posted 04/19/09 | Reply
Hello there Jerry. ^_^ Kelsey texted me saying that you were feeling down, so here I am! ^_^ So I hope I can help you feel better in some way my dear bro! *hugs*
Ah yes, the questioning of your life. I have had so many thoughts like that. Like what am I living for, what is the point to life, what is out there that is truly to live for, etc. I have thought things like that and so many more. I think it is pretty normal to. I bet everyone on this site would say they have questioned their own life.
You know, when I started having terrible, morbid thoughts I started to think about not living anymore. I was in so much pain, I felt like I was hurting others, etc. I really just felt like there was no meaning for me...but there are many people who really do want me and need me here. To me that always sounded concieted to say that, but I am over it. There is nothing wrong to say that there are loved ones in your life who need you. I feel like I am here to help people and to bring happiness the best I can.
As for you Jerry, I'm sure your meaning is something of the same as mine. And there are many people in your life who love and care for you, who want you in their life. Your Mom, your family, your friends on here, and I am one of them of course. I would be devasted if you weren't around anymore. You are a brother to me. ^_^ You always inspire me with your wonderful talks of God. You're a very inspirational person Jerry and if you need an answer to some of the questions you're having, I hope that answers one of them. That you're an inspirational man who was put here on Earth by God to inspire others. I do truly believe that is one of your meanings in for your life. ^__^ God has a special plan and meaning for all of his children.
You will find your soul mate someday, you will get over this feeling, go out and see some of your friends in your life, meet new people, and of course, be proud of who you're Jerry^^ You're an amazing person and I love you!
If your in the middle of the road, then just keep moving forward. I am sure something down the road, something speical, is waiting for you. ^_^ *hugs(
Quotes for you!
*" If you're walking down the right path and you're willing to keep walking, eventually you'll make progress."
~Barack Obama:
*"But there is suffering in life, and there are defeats. No one can avoid them. But it's better to lose some of the battles in the struggles for your dreams than to be defeated without ever knowing what you're fighting for."
~Paulo Coelho
*"I have one life and one chance to make it count for something . . . I'm free to choose what that something is, and the something I've chosen is my faith. Now, my faith goes beyond theology and religion and requires considerable work and effort. My faith demands -- this is not optional -- my faith demands that I do whatever I can, wherever I am, whenever I can, for as long as I can with whatever I have to try to make a difference."
~Jimmy Carter
Take care Jerry. If you need to talk more about how you're feeling or thoughts you have been having, please message me. ^_^ May your days be filled with sunshine Jerry. Feel better Bro! *hugs*
Love your sis,
Meagan
P.S. Listen to "Don't Stop Believing" By Journey. X3
Angel Zakuro
bird nerd. (Otaku Angel) | Posted 04/18/09 | Reply
Capri-chan stole some of those lines from me, you know. About being placed on this Earth by God for a reason. ;3 *whispers*Cause I recently had to tell her that advice, too[/whisper] So in other words, you're not alone in those feelings. Life is a confusing thing, and our confusion about why we're here, and why things happen, aren't easily answered. Sometimes they aren't directly answered. We probably just don't realize it...just like right now. You think you have no one that you love and that loves you back, but I'm sure that's wrong. I know you're probably not talking about family and friends...but still...can you really count us out? Those are types of love as well, so don't discount them. *hugs*
I also don't have a boy/girlfriend or anything, and I'm 20, lol, but I try not to let that get to me. There's plenty of time for things like that, and that isn't the only type of love, like I said. :) So please try to cheer up over that problem!*hugs* My goodness, don't think about death either! If you die, then you'll NEVER find that certain someone. You wont' have another chance to feel love. Of course they're always God's love, but if you want mortal/human love, then you better start thinking about living.
*hugs* I've also been feeling depressed when coming online...maybe not always this site, but definitely AP. You don't have to force yourself online if it makes you feel sad. Try to do things to get your mind off of it. Ok? Things will get better if you give them the time to. Giving up and dying will NEVER solve anything. *nods* And I know you understand that. Following God gives you the strength, and you know He'll guide you in your path to recovering your bearings and feeling cheerful again. Have you ever heard the ending song to Kuroshitsuji? Well, I just love it. XD It's pretty uplifting! Energetic and just about being ALIVE. <3
*hugs* Anyhoo, you take care of yourself. I hope you feel better soon. :) Remember, we're always here for ya when you need us...but don't push yourself too hard if it's too stressful coming online!