Should I Keep Living?

"Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene
Im begging of you please dont take my man
Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene
Please dont take him just because you can
Your beauty is beyond compare
With flaming locks of auburn hair
With ivory skin and eyes of emerald green
Your smile is like a breath of spring
Your voice is soft like summer rain
And I cannot compete with you, jolene

He talks about you in his sleep
Theres nothing I can do to keep
From crying when he calls your name, jolene

And I can easily understand
How you could easily take my man
But you dont know what he means to me, jolene

Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene
Im begging of you please dont take my man
Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene
Please dont take him just because you can

You could have your choice of men
But I could never love again
Hes the only one for me, jolene

I had to have this talk with you
My happiness depends on you
And whatever you decide to do, jolene

Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene
Im begging of you please dont take my man
Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene
Please dont take him even though you can
Jolene, jolene"

Dear I've been feeling so sad. -_- The internet has just become too depressing. I've honestly started to feel like welcoming death. Also I'm not a chick but yeah I've felt like what's described in the song before. Been wondering if there's anything worth living for. Love, that's worth living for but I've no one that I love and loves me back. Then I felt like dying again I was thinking "everything I've done is so mediocre at best, a worldwide audience either says your nothing or doesn't care." If all I can do is middle of the road what's the point? Then I started to think ok I don't have another human to help me and vice versa but, there is one that loves me always. Then I read the Bible and the passage I read was right on the money, exactly what I need to hear and instantaneously I've felt peace, the spirit of God works fast ya know.

Sorry if ya don't believe in God, like Meagan said in one of her posts "not my problem"

Also as for the other human stuff I'm not referring to friends, or even family so I'm basically by myself even though I live with my parents still and I barely see my friends anymore and as for internet friends well I've never even seen your faces let alone met ya O_o so... guess what I'm talking about.

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