Gosh, I still don't feel good. I know some people might even start to say I'm emo. :| Don't. I do feel like a sack of crap. I feel I need to vent still. Though I do wish for some help, I noticed not even my parents or best friends even care to listen. I think I cried a lot too, I mean I feel like I'm going to break down too. I recorded the latest episode of my podcast, either I hid it well enough or they didn't seem to care as to see why I was so irked.

Well, let me just say have you ever had a crush on someone and it seemed like you had a fairly decent chance at least when it comes to "competition" and how kept to themselves the person is? Then out of flipping nowhere find out they have been seeing someone? That's not all too bad though, but when the person who was so kept to themselves, never interacts with people and well, let me just say she's not ugly definitely not but..., well to see that person even find someone to be with and me who well, I'm no perfect guy either but I was more sociable and well generally considered a bit more fair to the eyes still be alone. I can't believe I honestly had a chance too, I should have learned long ago already...