I was going to make a really long, raging, bitter post about expectations and college and how my views on the world have been skewed, but then I realized it was really dumb.
And then I was like, "...........
"
So now I want to talk about
POKEMON BLACK AND WHITE WHICH ONE SHOULD I GET HNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGHHHHHHH
I have to admit, I'm a hoarder. Slash scrooge. I never spend money on myself, if I can help it. My biggest "splurge" in the past... three months, was 8 bucks for a t-shirt for school followed with 3 bucks for a dance ticket.
So I don't spend a lot.
So I decided this would be a present to myself.
First I have to find a DS charger... for my ancient gray DS which was BEASTLY when I got it. But now the charger is missing and it makes me want to cry.
I may buy a new one when I buy either Black or White.
I was set on Black because it had HOUNDOOM HOLY SHIT GUYS and I love me some fire-dog.
But then I saw this:
AND NOW JIGEOWHTIWE
My brothers got Black and White, and the youngest told me I ought to get White. On White you can more Pokemon... and honestly, I like the "rustic" feel more than the Tron. /shrug
BUT STILL HELP ME GUYS THIS IS OBVIOUSLY THE MOST IMPORTANT DECISION I WILL MAKE.
even more than choosing colleges i mean screw that crap
To add to a list of things that make me happy... DARREN CRISS. I've loved him since summer of 2009 and I stand by that.
And why the hell is Glee music so addicting what even is wrong with me. Sigh.
Sorry I've been major slacker and stuff, per usual. Sorta sunk into a weird depression only brought out more by the school work and other stuff that smothers me. Almost done with some things that'll lighten my load, I hope.
WON 3RD PLACE IN WISCONSIN FOR HIGH SCHOOL DIVISION OF BATTLE OF THE BOOKS. It just makes me seem super awesome and nerdy because that's what I am.
Listening to 'I'll Make A Man Out of You' from Mulan. His voice gives me a girl boner.
I am fantastic at titles, I know.
But seriously, I wish life had a pause button.
Then I could draw so much more, and study more, and watch shows I really want to... (*cough*NCIS*cough*)
And just because now that I actually have a job, I'm losing so much time and it really bothers me.
Plus I need more time to keep my grades up. I really, really do.
Life can suck, but at the same time, my life is bloody great. Compared to so many people, that is.
Being in my international relations classes have made me realize that there are even more utter douchebags out there than I'd like there to be. And sometimes when I walk out of one of the classes, I feel so helpless, useless, and overloaded emotionally.
Then I go to band and forget everything until I go back, haha.
But learning about wars and everything can be tough. People are such IDIOTS; I've noticed this even more as I work. Yesterday some sleaze-bag lady stole four bags of mulch because she kept giving me denied creditcards. I had called a manager over, and the manager was working it out, and then the lady said she'd come back with a credit card that worked. And the idiot carry-out boy had already loaded her car, and didn't ask for her receipt when she came out. So she drove off. (I didn't get blamed for it, but I still feel bad...)
I really hate people sometimes. But then I think about all the nice people--there are just so many less nice people than jerkoffs.
Like this. What kind of sick creeps are out there...
Anyway, again, sorry for always being gone and busy.
Homework is insane. Junior year is blegh.
And Homecoming was yesterday! It was ok, nothing too great, despite the Disney theme. I really don't like dances, so I'm not going to prom unless A) someone asks me or B)it's a really BA theme. Both are unlikely.
Oh, and I realized that too many of my friends have boifrans. And they like to suck face all the time. Makes me sad, especially since I don't get to see them hardly at all since I have harder classes then them AND now they are too busy with their boyfriends.
WOE IS A TEENAGER'S LIFE.
/end drama rants
But yeah, hit me up with a PM or something. I miss talking to people more. I may be a slow replier, but I really would love to talk to any and all of y'all! I shouldn't use that word I'm not even Southern really anymore and I don't use it in normal speech fffff.
Ok, things are really funny when you are hyped up drugs.
AND NOT REAL DRUGS.
I mean like, cough syrup, stuff to make ear infections better, and tylenol.
Because I all of a sudden got really tired and everything is funny.
Even though I wasn't like this twenty minutes ago. And I took the medicine at 7:00 this morning. :
DERP DERP DERP
So yeah, sick. Second day home.
Not that much work to make up... Luckily.
I have to try really hard in math this year. I can't afford to let my GPA drop. NO WAY, YO.
GOTTA BE AWESOME.
GOTTA BE THE VERY BEST. LIKE NO ONE EVER WAS.
I kinda have art to post butttt idk if it's worth it. I may do it anyway. : )
It's really weird being able to hear only out of one ear. It's made me have balance issues, too.
AND I STARTED COUGHING LAST NIGHT. Which makes no sense. I've been sick since Sunday, but start coughing NOW. W/e, body. You're too confusing anymore.
Spanish quiz tomorrow weeeeeee.
I feel like I should know more Spanish in Spanish 4, but I've forgotten a lot. orz
Glee was very entertaining Tuesday.
BUT I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK BECAUSE PUCK IS SINGING MY FAVORITE OLDIE SONG. So excite.
Have my favorite Sally Forth comic strip:
I like some bandwagons stuff, fo sho.
Also been gone a lot due to cut back internet access, school, and family drama and blah blah blah.
W/e. I'm sure you all don't want to here all that crap lol.
It's just been a rough past few weeks.
This weekend in particular was bleh.
Friday got home from school and immediately had to go and help teach some girl scout troop about water safety... in 55 degree weather with freezing wind. Wouldn't have been so bad if I wasn't the only one doing it, they listened, and I didn't have to stand outside the pool while soaking wet for fifteen minutes. Needless to say, I am now sick.
I can't stop sneezing and my throat is raw and bleh bleh bleh. o/
And then I had to go straight to this stupid football game for band, where I am now all alone, so I sat in the bleachers with no friends and was depressed because I didn't know the music due to my dumbass teacher making me switch instruments for his own pleasure... got home and we had guests for the whole weekend.
I didn't get to sleep well at all this weekend. They left today though, so that was at least nice...
Eww no more emo dumps.
JUNIOR YEAR WILL BE ROUGH ENOUGH, MIGHT AS WELL TRY AND STAY POSITIVE NOWWWW.
1. Type your full username.
mewmewpudding
2. Do you have other accounts? If so, what is the name(s) of it/them
No reason to. I'm part of this joint account, but it's not MINE. It's projectfantasy. But I really ought to not be part of it because I'm such a danged loser fff.
I don't even know how to log into the account. ffff
3. What do you submit on theO?
Pretty much only fanart. I've done... one ecard, one comic, and one fanfic that isn't really a fanfic but w/e they call it now.
4. Out of what you submit most, what is the most popular piece?
Regnum Animalium
5. Are you surprised?
Meh, kinda. I liked that picture. : )
Though I gave up looking at page 5 of my art, lol.
6. Who is your best friend on theO?
Uhhh... I... I don't know...
I LOVE SO MANY OF YOUUUU HOW CAN I CHOOOOOSE.
I think I talk to Igi the most because she's on dA and we MSN/pchat a lot for Tegakie groups.
7. Who is your enemy on theO?
I don't know of any, if I've made any, lol. I try to stay low key and out of drama if I can.
8. Who do you admire on theO?
Everyone.
No joke. Everyone has something they are good at that I envy, whether writing, making charms (; )), drawings eyes, good anatomy, amazing coloring, ecards, wallpapers, etc....
You're all fantastic.
9. When did you join theO?
2/04/06
Yeahhh, boyyyy.
Makes me feel old.
Except I joined pretty young... and only so I could get ecard sending abilities. fff
10. Do you like theO?
It's small, and I know so many people here. Sure, I may be more active other places, but that's because I know people there that aren't here. I save quality stuff for you guys, yo. I don't put my art dumps here. Also because the file sizes are too big lol sob. Plus there are just fantastic people here, like the mods, that I admire so much...
11. Have any nicknames on here?
Pudding, once Puu-chan (it makes me laugh because when you say it outloud.. yeah)... but that's basically it. I think I was mewmew for a little while, but MewMew (formerly mewmewlover) has covered that area. : )
I have nicknames on other sites, though. Jisa calls me Poppy here because I'm Poppukon on other sites, haha.
12. Belong to rps? If you do, names?
Solely on other sites. Tegakie, lol. I'm in Tegwarts (a Hogwarts RP placed in 2013), Hogwarts 2000 (another Hogwarts RP set in 2000), MD (a hospital one that I'm NEVER active in), Tegakie Mew Mew (...Mew Mews lololol)....
Yeah. Wheeeee~.
13. What do you usually do on here?
Comment on friends' art, occasionally creep on main fan art section, creep on friends' worlds... I don't go on here as much. : '(
14. Do you know anyone on theO in real life?
Noooo and I am saddened by this. /sob I wish I did.
15. Is a family member on here?
Yes, I have many twins and husbandos and waifus.
16. Do you comment often?
I certainly used to try a hell of a lot. ; u ; Not as much anymore since I'm so busy...
I do comment on stuff where I know people a lot. If I don't know people, sometimes I still do if I really like the work... I need to get in the habit of commenting a lot more.
I have 9662 and I want 10000 by the end of the year.
17. Is there anything you wish you could take back involving theO?
Yes.
Such as my username, lol.
18. If yes, what?
Username... some of my art. It's just so gross to see, but I guess that's because it's old. Haha.
19. How much of your time is spent on here?
It's changed over the years. I'll spend maybe twenty minutes max lately. If not just five checking for new messages and art.
20. Do you keep in contact with anyone on theO that you don’t know in rl?
...everyone? lmao
Well, if I know you and have you subscribed, then I talk to you sometimes.
21. Something you LOVE about theO?
PEOPLE.
22. Something you HATE about theO?
Maybe not HATE, but... I dislike how the featured fandom isn't for each category... And also how the ranking board is set up. Sometimes I feel like those people just subscribe to so many people to get subscribers back.
I also HATE how people sometimes don't appreciate different art styles. I know it's an anime/manga site, but still, sometimes I'm just like THERE CAN BE OTHER STYLES THAN DESUDESUSPARKLEKAWAII.
Oh, and lack of comments. I am shallow. I like comments. It makes me happy. ; v ;
23. Something you wish you could change?
Yessss featured fandom.
And I wish we could still see categories right away up top on pictures. Or see them when we see the main fanart page... I have to do so much digging if I want to see certain categories.
24. How many subscribers do you have?
164.
25. Are you fine with that number?
Yup. Though it aggravates me when it fluctuates. AKA I gain a watcher, then lose one. I don't know WHY I lose them... am I not interesting enough? Is it because I don't sub you back? I only sub people if I care about their art/what they have to say. It's just easier for me to keep tabs then.
26. Do you call people on theO with “Chan”, “Kun”, “San”, “Sama”, “Sensei”, etc.?
LMFAO YES. /sob
I used to all the time, I was such a weaboo.
I think I do refer to a very small amount of people with honorifics... Like my imoutoooo. And Sayura sometimes. But I try not to these days--I am not Japanese.
27. Do you know what any of those even are?
Well, duh. I've watched my fair share of anime and read tons o' manga, my friend.
28. Who do you talk to on theO the most?
I don't talk ON here, per say as much. But in comments yeah... Probably with Yuu or Kiro in comments?
29. Does theO have a influence on your every day life?
Heck yes. I think of you often.
30. What did you think of this 30 question meme?
Man, like Sayura said... a DRAWING meme would be amazing, lol. But I enjoy memes. They're cool.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
NEW PERCY JACKSON BOOOOOOOOOOOOK
Out in October, I don't remember the exact date... BUT STILL.
Read the first two chaptersssssss. The password is 'newhero'.
LOL Apparently children of Zeus can fly. Unless he's a Hermes kid or something because Hermes had his flying shoes... but unlikely. : |
Also lololol Annabeth is crazy.
I am going crazy over stuff lately.
Saw the 'look back' recaps for NCIS and for CSI: NY, both showing bits of episodes I hadn't ever seen, but I was like, "OMFG THIS IS SO COOL AND ADRENALINE RUSHING," and freaking out. Because I love me some crime-solving television.
And some Harry Potter ohhh yeah.
Imma giant nerd.
Hey, just for a poll, how many of you get stuck a lot in situations where you can't choose a side? Like debates at school and opposing viewpoints go to opposite sides, blahblahblah, and you're stuck in the middle.
I'm writing my college application essay about me being like that and I know I'm definitely not the only one... but I don't want to be generic or something.
I haven't done many life changing things, so it was hard enough coming up with this theme on Monday.;;
LAST DAY OF WRITING CLASS HAHAHA.
I'm thinking this school year might not be so bad.
But I am still not wanting to start. And why do people get to start on the 8th, those lucky bastards. Starting on the 1st is a pain enough. That's right, I'm complaining and half of you are in school right now.
Gotta watch me some Lelouch soon.
Also, have an angry Harry.
