Whoever you know me as, I extend my welcome to you! I hope you enjoy your time here, with all my rants, vents, anecdotes, and more.
Sorry this place isn't much to look at. I've never been good at computer programming and setting up stuff. LOL
I read such a huge variety of mangas it's a bit scary. Last count... let's see... 79 series. And I haven't updated my list in probably six months.
A few of my favorites are: Special A, Tokyo Mew Mew, Gakuen Alice, Naruto, BLEACH, Ghost Hunt, Tegami Bachi and Inubaka!
I absolutely love to read all sorts of regular books as well, so if you come across any that blow your mind, send me a PM or leave me a comment about it!
Other things I enjoy are sleeping, drawing, writing, TegakiE, RPing on TegakiE, photography, soccer, softball, golf, KARATE BBY, music, haning with my friends, irony, Heroes, and eating.
I have a Scooby Doo plushie on my bed and a little Mystery Machine model on my dresser. I am so cool.
I have so much art I want to upload here but it's all in dumps so I cannot. I have it on my dA but they'll be too big for here, most likely...
I like them because I've improved so much...
I felt super depressed a few minutes ago.
I was sitting on the stairs going through papers from last school year (in order to clean up the basement) and I found all this old art.
Some of it made me laugh.
But then I found this one piece.
It wasn't amazing, but it wasn't that great.
I ripped it up.
I feel really guilty I did that now.
I want it back.
But it's too late.
Just like a lot of art I had on the computer downstairs. My brother found some it and was printing it out to rub in my face, so I deleted all of it.
I hate that empty feeling that I can't fix.
Going to do this stupid college essay writing class this week. I am NOT happy.
Chapter left to go in my online course. Still have to finish my book for school.
Need to sign up for driving lessons. I hate them. :
Went driving with my aunt today before she left. She left her car with us--we now have three cars. Meaning I get one. I am excited. But I won't be able to drive until November, if my parents even let me test then.
As for drama on here, still no news from Adam.
So w/e.
Don't know, don't really care much anymore.
I AM IN SUCH A BLAH MOOD WTF.
Graduated to red stripe belt yesterday, though. And I am SOOOOOOOOOOOO sore right now.
16 months until black belt.
Well, not much was happening today.
Woke up and felt totally hammered which was hilarious since I went to bed at a normal time. I had a dream about flying yellow open-backed cars and shooting an evil condor above Hawaiian islands.
I've had the most funky dreams since seeing Inception.
It makes me want to check out those 'dreams' books like Cherryshock mentioned waaay earlier this year. I checked one out but it was due back before I even read much...
Was listening to Mugglecast about various Harry Potter things since my love has been growing like ivy. I also watched video clips of the park and the Singing Frog choir. If I can't work there someday while I'm in college.... I might cry.
I want to go there so bad it's insane.
And now, onto more seriously stuff. TwoFacedLullaby and all that drama was at least a year ago. I don't remember much of it, I wasn't really around and if I did notice it, I certainly didn't want to get too involved with it or I can't remember squat.
Mostly the 'can't remember thing'. I have horrible memory. I don't know what to really believe anymore.
Gemma, you've been a great friend on here. I really have appreciated a lot of what you've done, and I've had so much fun conversing with you. I don't want what we've been through to have been a lie.
I just don't know what to think.
I feel so goddamn over dramatic when I say that, but it's true.
It's not like I have an insane amount of friend that I never know what to do with in real life. I have a sizeable group and I'm happy with it. I have a nice size of online friends, too.
None of my real life friends have ever flat out lied to me.
I don't want to believe my internet friends have, either.
I know what happened was in the past, and people can change.
Just the degree of how much they change varies so much.
People who were alcoholics easily can fall back into if they drink. It's the same for smokers. Compulsive gamblers... compulsive liars...?
Anyone who goes out right and bashes Cherryshock will have to answer to me, too. She brought this to my attention, and I'm glad she did. I didn't see SomeGuy's article until just about twenty minutes ago.
And if there is ANYONE on this site I trust, it's him. He has a lot of my respect. As do all the mods.
Adam tops my list.
I don't want there to be a lot of drama here. It's kinda like my 'safe haven'. There is drama up the wazzoo over on dA about some claims dA in 'homophobic' and ughhh whatever. They kind of are, kind of aren't. It's just crazy.
I don't want the other site I love to be in drama, either. Tegakie doesn't count since there is always drama and shit there lmfao.
I don't want to get caught in any crossfire, and I don't want Gemma or Lauren getting crucified, either.
Gemma, I really do like you. I REALLY do. And I want to believe you.
I just feel like I need more proof.
I think the rest is in the hands of the mods...
Wow, haha, I could so not be a mod since I cannot handle trolls and shit like I've seen running RAMPANT on dA. Whoooohooo boy.
Plus I feel like you have to be old enough to have experience the world and the people in it and all those situations to be able to mod properly. That's why I respect them so much.
The internet can be such a whacked out place. I mean, look at Double Rainbow dude.
-(noun) a curvaceous female behind
That word is much fun to say, ever since I saw that Hugh Laurie and Ellen video... And then it was on Tosh.0 so now it's embedded in my mind foreverrrr.
Summer is going too fast I am unhappy.
I also have too much going on, even though I'm doing so little... Almost done with this stupid online course but still...
And my mom is continuing to get on my nerves like no other.
Also! I apologize for not commenting as much lately because I don't get on as much as I'd like. And when I do, I'm lazy/forget to get to everything.
Uhhhh... I posted new art? Check it out if you want, yo.
memeeeeeeeeeee
Comment and I'll answer these things about you~
1. Respond with something random about you.
2. Tell you which color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what animal you remind me of.
5. Ask you something I've always wondered about you.
6. Tell you my favorite thing about you.
7. Tell you my least favorite thing about you.
8. Challenge you to post this on your journal
I love Starkid productions. Please watch them. They make my life.
EDIT: WHOA MAN
WHEN DID THEY FINALLY PUBLISH THAT OLD OLD OLD STORY OF MINE. Because now I have an orange trophy and I thought it was never going to get published. Ever. IT WAS PUT UP IN 2008 WUT.
I am being haunted by art submissions that do not exist but are someone dedicated to me.
And I do not know the submitter.
I am slightly scared.
Can you see... this and this (the picture was double posted...?)
and this
Seriously. The pictures are reversed, too.
I feel like this is a ghost or some weird mistake or something lmfao.
Because this person's gallery says 'empty' but these three submissions were dedicated to me...
...for reasons unknown to me.
Sooooo... yeah. I am confused, to say the least.
In other news, I have no tablet as of right now and can work on nothing but traditional works which is annoying because there is a crud load of TegakiE stuff I need to do. A LOT.
And I'm working on my stupid Principles of American Democracy class a lot--almost done with chapter 4. Of 10.;;
It's so boring. :
I may post old work here soon, I don't know.
I so want to do so many contests nnnghhh.
Also, Lady Gaga is ridiculously addicting--all her songs are in my head on repeat. It makes me happy.
Here ya go, Kiro.
I had this uploaded but I forgot to show you, haha.
Haha, I totally don't know about her outfit. I just wanted to finish the bottom when I was doing it, so I did it really fast... and sucky. OTL
Her name is Tesla, but I'm not sure about anything else about her, really. She's probably in her early twenties.
I still gotta maul the wiki for FF to actually get any info that I can understand. /epic fail
ALSO GOING TO MY FIRST BEHIND THE WHEEL DRIVING SESSION NOW.
WISH ME LUCK AND HOPE I KILL NO ONE.
If you see no comments from me or no posts within the next three weeks, assume I crashed and died, lmfao.
Also, will respond to comments and stuff later, hopefully.
And I will work on arts tomorrow. WHOOHOO ALMOST FOURTH OF JULY AWW YEAH GO AMERICA.
My lesson is from 1:30 to 3:30 and then I'm going to see Batman Begins downtown.
Then I'm going to see Eclipse.
DO NOT LAUGH OR MAKE FACES I CAN SEE YOU.
I am being forced, anyway. /sob My friends and I always go to see the movies together... mostly because they are ridiculously stupid and fun to laugh at, but also because Taylor is a smoking dude. YOU CAN'T DENY IT AWW YEAH.
And happy late Canada day to my homies up above my head, yo.
GO CANADA.
