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Still loving random titles. Random-ish.
OKAY. I REALLY SHOULD APOLOGIZE FOR DISAPPEARING FOR A WEEK. AND BEING A HORRIBLE PERSON AND BEING SO SLOW AND EVERYTHING GAAAHHH.
And for abusing caps lock. GODS WHY DO I DO IT SO?
Smexy, I swear to God I'm getting your half of the trade uploaded this week. It's been done for two weeks, but since I was gone, and then I couldn't get scanner time when I WAS home the week before because my dad is ALWAYS in his office....
I need to upload some pictures I drew in June/July while at WCATY. My style has changed quite a bit since I've last posted things. BUT NOT AS AWESOMELY AS SAYURA'S DID. <3
Anyway, besides posting about how I'm such a loser for being so slow (I can't believe school is starting so soon, I think I'm gonna cryyyy), I NEED TO VENT.
I have golf tryouts today at 2.
THEY WEREN'T SUPPOSED TO START TILL TOMORROW AND THEN GO FOR THREE DAYS.
BUT NO.
NOW THEY START TODAY AND GO UNTIL TOMORROW.
And worst of all, THEY COULD POSSIBLY BE MAKING CUTS. Which means that there is no chance on this green ol' hunk of planet that I'm going to make it. I haven't practiced in over a week. I'm not that great as it is. I've never played a "real" game of golf, only a scramble two weeks ago (you take the best shot of your group and go from there), and then THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME I'VE EVER BEEN TO A COURSE. Sure, I've been to the driving range a few times, but I didn't know specifically what to do, then!
Guyssssss. I'm going to dieeeeee. D':
I'm so nervous that I think I'm going to start shaking. And I still have... like four hours 'till I have to be there.
BUT I'M SO SCARED.
And there is little you guys can do to help me so I'm sorry for going and ranting and everything but I needed to get THIS OUT.
...so terrified. ; A ;
I need to take a shower to calm my nerves.
...it especially doesn't help that I only got home yesterday from being in Tennessee for a week (and boy oh boy was it stressful at times, I must have such high blood pressure).
And one of my friends is going to kill me if I don't help volunteer at this one camp this week. And I may not be able to.
When it rains, it seems to pour.
Or just get really screwed up for me. :T I have bad planning skills.
HAHAHA. For this being my "sunny" place, I sure do seem to blacken it up a bit. OTL
Anything important I miss, guys? FILL ME IN, PLEASE AND THANK YOU.
