I am fantastic at titles, I know.
But seriously, I wish life had a pause button.
Then I could draw so much more, and study more, and watch shows I really want to... (*cough*NCIS*cough*)
And just because now that I actually have a job, I'm losing so much time and it really bothers me.
Plus I need more time to keep my grades up. I really, really do.
Life can suck, but at the same time, my life is bloody great. Compared to so many people, that is.
Being in my international relations classes have made me realize that there are even more utter douchebags out there than I'd like there to be. And sometimes when I walk out of one of the classes, I feel so helpless, useless, and overloaded emotionally.
Then I go to band and forget everything until I go back, haha.
But learning about wars and everything can be tough. People are such IDIOTS; I've noticed this even more as I work. Yesterday some sleaze-bag lady stole four bags of mulch because she kept giving me denied creditcards. I had called a manager over, and the manager was working it out, and then the lady said she'd come back with a credit card that worked. And the idiot carry-out boy had already loaded her car, and didn't ask for her receipt when she came out. So she drove off. (I didn't get blamed for it, but I still feel bad...)
I really hate people sometimes. But then I think about all the nice people--there are just so many less nice people than jerkoffs.
Like this. What kind of sick creeps are out there...
Anyway, again, sorry for always being gone and busy.
Homework is insane. Junior year is blegh.
And Homecoming was yesterday! It was ok, nothing too great, despite the Disney theme. I really don't like dances, so I'm not going to prom unless A) someone asks me or B)it's a really BA theme. Both are unlikely.
Oh, and I realized that too many of my friends have boifrans. And they like to suck face all the time. Makes me sad, especially since I don't get to see them hardly at all since I have harder classes then them AND now they are too busy with their boyfriends.
WOE IS A TEENAGER'S LIFE.
/end drama rants
But yeah, hit me up with a PM or something. I miss talking to people more. I may be a slow replier, but I really would love to talk to any and all of y'all! I shouldn't use that word I'm not even Southern really anymore and I don't use it in normal speech fffff.
