During my time away from TheO alot has happend for me. My stepmother left us after raising me since I was 2 years old. I lost my house and am currently with my grandparents. it is nice to be able to be with them more.... but I honestly can't wait to get my own place again. My music has been going well for me, I finished my second demo a few weeks ago, sending that around. I feel that this whole experiance of losing my mother, had changed me. I don't entirely understand how, I just feel harder. my guard is constantly up, I'm just afraid of getting close to someone again and being left. I miss my mother dearly and her side of my family whom I have also lost because of this. I hope to get much support from you all (: thank you