I didnt want to go to School today.

Ok this is really badly written....so sorry.

My mom brought in a bunch of guys i didnt know the other day to strip down my house....well not really, she got all the dining room furniture and all the things like the bed out of my brothers room....
Her bedroom is empty now and that is really depressing.i have to walk past that room several times a day and seeing it empty, its depressing....
Its irritating...the way she talks it seems like she wants me to be happy about her dumping us, she wanted me to help her move and even meet the ppl who were taking our stuff away.
No. way.
She also took our dog pooh bear, i mean its her dog but she will never be home to take care of him.
I wasnt able to get my bird done today....but i was given an extra day...yay.
I dont start crying unless u ask me 'whats wrong',
So after dawn asked me whats wrong i couldnt stop crying....>< now i think i sound stupid....
so for the rest of the day i have a head cold and i cant see straight. @.@ dizzy....
i have so much homework to do that i just want to bang my head against the wall.
Oh the reason i got another day to work on my bird was because dawn told the teacher about my 'situation' i guess.....
.....i want to write loser on my head.

I didnt want to go to school yesterday, i knew i was going to be upset...

Well, i am not just going to redo lees angel, i hate not continueing it so im just going to redo pages when i feel like it.X3

uh....

The right side of my face is numb....should i be worried?

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Sorry about all the craptastic ness of my new pages of Lee's Angel.
Its just that i couldnt figure out how to get the size right, the way i was doing it they were coming out really small so when i uploaded them the bloated up and the words were smeared. i think i figured it out so tomorrow im going to redo the first 2 pages cuz i have some errors on the first page not to mention it looks really bad.
then since its the weekend i might try to get a page up for the sss and better off forgotten....yeah.....ive been ignoring the sss so i need to give it some attention....
Oh for those who liked Just for You, the reason y i deleted it was because i just didnt have anymore desire to complete it a second time when i could be doing other things.
But i still like the story so if i have some free time ill make it better than what i was doing now cuz ill have manga studio for it.^^ yay.XD
I have so much school stuff to get done though.T^T my definition of procrastinator is there for a reason.X3........

..............................................................................................My mom is finally packing up her stuff and moving out, its really depressing watching her leave us, even though i know its not right for her to stay when she isnt married to my dad anymore....and even if she isnt going to live so far away....im still sad....crap im crying now.
I really didnt think i cared that she was leaving cuz a lot of the times she was a big pain in the ass but she could also be fun too.....and i hate it that she doesnt love my dad or at least is able to put up with him at least. shes almost 50, who is she going to find?....
Man she is like taking all of our stuff and most of our money too....so no free way through college for me!!................
She might take Pooh Bear with her too.(one of our dogs)....but shes going to be taking him away from his friends and she will never be home with him i know it.....
I used to be proud of the fact that my parents were still together even though they fought, cuz you know a lot of families dont stay together and i was happy we werent appart.......
shes going to be gone Sunday......

Rai-chan

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Srry

Sorry i didnt post a updated page of lees angel today.
But i ran into some problems, i couldnt get the lines dark enough so it would show up in manga studio.
then i had to run out and get new pens, now i dont have time to try again cuz i have a lot of homework to do.T^T
Its cuz my friends are so destracting in class! I mean it.

I got some professional cartooning paper today and its really nice.X3 i cant wait to work with it.^^ im sure my inking will stay black on that stuff.^^

Im really skrewed in art right now.
My stipling is due monday and im not even close to being done.
Then i have to draw thumbs nails(hard) and write a story.-_-///

im bad off in english too, i hate my english class, shes throwing a lot of work at us to get done in a short period of time.

Oh and im really getting pissed off at my teacher for saying anime is unoriginal and not creative at all and that its only copy.
.....American stuff is crap, it stucks and looks bad.....
fine i cant do anime for projects but please stop bashing us who love it and draw it!!!

Voting was today,
Like it matters cuz i cant vote.
Im sure my parents voted for McCain. mainly cuz they just cant vote for a democrate.
But if i could vote i think id vote for Obama....
They say hes going to win....

Rai-chan