Good news and some emo rant.

This is it guys. Today is the last day of school for me...and I'm not as happy as I thought i would be....

Oh and before I go into some emo post, I do have some good news!

Now that Beware of Fangirls is finished i can start working on my other comics again!!
The first thing i am going to finish up is The SSS^^ my goal is to end if before the summer is over!!
Somone give me a reason to keep this deadline!!!XD

The only problem is that i forgot the little details in the story because i havent worked on it in a while...I'm so stupid! I need to start writing things down!!!DX
=3 though i almost have one page doneXD...ok almost inked completly is the key wordX3

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Emo Refelction time!

I think im pretty depressed by the end of the school year because looking back it seems i havent made any progress in my life at all....

Art the most, I know i have gotten a little better and stuff but its not by much and im still so much farther down on the pole than all of my friends in the rest of the class.
My realistic art makes me twitch and my designs could probably make people wanna throw up and the only thing im kinda good at which is anime is something no one gives a damn about!!

NO ONE GIVES A DAMN ABOUT THAT MANGA STYLE!!!

And even if people did give a damn about it, it doesnt even matter cuz im not even that good at it and my friends are so much better at it.

Even though ive been drawing forever and trying my best my teacher continues to tell me to put effort into my art even when i do put effort into it....

No one in the art field of teachers or anything has ever told me 'wow that looks great' or 'amazing job' ever, the never even give my stuff a second look...even in my lower art classes there was always someone who was so much better than me, so....yeah....

And another thing i realised is that my social life really hasnt impoved that much either.
I have friends yes....but...
the thing is, even if you have a million things in common with peoplem it doesnt matter if you lack just one thing.
And that is pretty much how i am.
I lack one thing and i have absolutly nothing to talk about with them, well thats not true, i have things to talk about its just that theyd rather be talking about something else and when they all get together they talk about the one thing i have no way of talking about them with, so i just end up standing there awkwardly because i have nothing to contribute even though i really really want to.

So most of the time i end up sitting in a corner, its not that i want to sit in a corner by myself working its just that i have nothing better to do and its worse to stand there....

So maybe the summer is a little bit of relief....

Wanna Copy?

I just got everything set up on lulu and Fangirls is up for saleXD
Dont worry im still going to post the rest hereX3
And they are unavalible to the public right now anyway.=3 im going to wait till i get mine to make sure they look ok^^
i they are 5.72 a copy and thats without shipping but there are many shipping choicesX3

Anyone interested?XD

If your broke you dont have to tell me about it i understandX3 I really dont care to sell them or anything, im just briging up the option^^

Fangirls Updates:Almost Home Free

I have the rest of Fangirls all drawn out and inked!!
If you wanna know, i have about 15 pages to be scanned and the credits and the back cover....
Since im desperate and on a deadline i went out to the store and bought a new flash driveX3 10 dollars for a 4 GB...time to work some more!><

Toady

I found a toad it my vegitable garden!!!=B yay.

Cosplay Updates

<b>Wigs:</b>
Well my wigs are cut!XD Thanks :iconnonobadpup:
Als wig looks pretty much amazingX3 but um, i have to tell you this, eds wig is kinda short all the way around. The bangs work, but in the back his hair is about the length of als>< it looks nice thoughXD cuz even before i put the glue in it was like it wanted to be ed because it made its own little antena in the middleXD
So now All i need is a blue and red hair tieX3

<b>Costumes:</b>
Not much really updated here.
But i did buy cloth for eds coat, which i should totally sue because the cloth ended up being a whole hell of a lot more than it was labeled. The sign said it was 50% off and i just barely had enough on me for that. But once i get up to the freakin regester it was a whole hell lot more and definitly not half off!D=< They need to learn to label things better!!...so i didnt have enough on my own to buy the cloth.T^T. thanks :icontodayforyou: for pitching in...I can pay you back...I dont like making friends pay for my stuff><

After i get my Fangirl pages scanned im going to start working on eds coat, i dont feel like toning them until i get the chapter done, which it pretty much is.

<b> Pjs?:</b>
Cons usually have a Pajama partyXD So i have this flannel top with cats on itX3 I dont think im going to wear the pants with itXD And after seeing this fanart of al, i <i>have</a> to get a bell to tie around my neck and cat earsX3

<b>Problem:</b>
My sister, who is to be my Edward, is an absolute bitch with like a tree branch up her ass and if i dont bend to her will every single time yells at me and gets pissed off. Shes always telling me i start the fights but shes such a lier and a hypocrite, so at this point i again dont have an ed. But thats not going to stop me from making the outfit.
After promising to be my ed after mary being him fell through, every time i bring it up shes telling me shes not going to be. Sorry jane your argument with mary being a bitch and lying to me doesnt quiet hold up when you turn around and do the excat same thing. And i dont see y its such a big deal, she wants to go to the con, so y not just shut the hell up and wear the costume?
Its no fun to cosplay by yourself. She refuses to help work on it or pay for any of it. Ive never yelled at her to pay or work on it. so i have no idea what the fuck is her problem.
I was in freaking good mood to.
Thanks a freaking much Jane! I love you too!