Im feeling very depressed right now.
When i went to the CTC i left all my friends behind and i dont make friends very easily at all, it takes a lot of time for me to get used to sum one...even if sumone starts to talk to me im limited on what i can say cuz im afraid that ill say sumthing stupid.
I know its only the end of the first week but everyone already seems to be in their little friend groups and im left all by myself....
ppl tell me to suck it up and just try to talk to ppl but its not that easy for me....i know its silly but im just too afraid too....
makes me wanna puke, thinking that i might not make any really good friends this year cuz im shy, man im such a wuss...

Rai-chan