holding back, trying not to reach for any thing that could hurt me
i saw her in my dreams
but i know all she will do is hurt me
but yet i love her
why?
why does she haunt me, my dreams, my heart?
i feel like i need to find her
im always in a empty and broken search for something i know isnt there
but i still search for her
why?
i can hear her screaming in pain
i need to help her
but i cant find her except in my dreams
its tearing me apart
why?
i cant stand it
its driving me crazy
i need to escape
but i cant figure out how
why?
i will escape this pain
i dream of death
i dream of pain
i dream of her pushing me more towards suicide
why?
i guess thats what im destined for
i cant stand her screaming any more
i used to call out for her
but she never answered
why?
she will never torture me again
i have been a suicide dreamer
i will escape her and my dreams
is she really pushing me towards suicide
why?
no more questions
i will bring my dreams to life
the suicide dreamer finally embraces her dreams
a hidden place, a gunshot, and fall off a bridge
why?
she hated the torture
and now she wont feel pain anymore
she cant dream of that girl or her screaming
that girl did push her into suicide
and now no one will ever find her or know what happened
why?
because that girl loved her to and wanted them to be together
so she pushed her into suicide
by torturing her
and now both of thier wishes are granted she has me and i escaped all the pain
