I'm more or less interested in anything dealing with Itachi but I get interested easily with any manga/anime
I'm not much to talk about an amateur artist trying to put up art for people to see as well as fan art. I hope you like this world I'm probably just do journal entries and compare things in life with some in anime/manga

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The one thing that hurts me most...is to hurt those I care for...family and friends...
I can't stand to be in a bad situation with someone I care for...may it be someone who I hate or looks down on me....sure....I won't care if they and I are not in good terms....but still....those I care for I can't stay mad at them and I can't have them stay mad at me either....
I hate being blamed for things that I know I did wrong but I can actually fix it...but somehow those I care for I end up hurting them....
Me....I hurt them, when I say they are the one who I care for...they are also the main ones I end up hurting most unintentionally ... I can't stand that..I care for them, their lives are most important to me. My life comes second before them and those who put my life before their own....I think...their the ones...I should care for most...and want to protect the most... they are...my true friends even in the worst of time they are the ones who I can go to...and even cry to...they have and know the real....real me that I even tried to hide from me...
Others can bring the real me out...but from how I see it....4 people know the real me...and their the real close friends I have....they are...one....being someone I knew since 9th....one in junior and the two others...I met them this year.
Others know me...better than I know myself

time...life...starts....again

I seen this...I know time goes on. There is no stop. Not once...not twice...no stop to time. If you die...it continues on with others.
Life....is one chance....then it over in a flash...when you least expect it.
Starts are easier to know....from what you first learn...to the first of a lot of things. Again.....I mean life has it's up and downs.
Life can have the good and the bad...but I have this to only say....life never goes as we want all the time.
If someone has done you wrong....you want justice to be around to solve that problem right??what if it doesn't come that same day? Same time it happened? don't give up....wait it will come takes days...months....years maybe, but that not a bad thing...waiting...it's not a bad thing.
Life has the things that people face each and everyday...trouble.
With people...with family...or just people who make big deals of small things...
Life has that...no matter where your at....school, home, outside, inside everywhere trouble is there even when your not looking for it. It hits hard...it hard to try and ignore trouble because somehow it comes to you. All you can do...is try and see it threw calmly and strong...strong willed.... courage or like me...stubborn to the point where you will do what you can to let this trouble stop where it is at...
Again....I have done the mistake of hurting myself....punching the walls....hurting my knuckles...bleeding out, or bruising... it hurts...it hurts once again...but what do I do?
I have the time to change...to stop this habit....life for me has been kind of hard but somehow I am fine made it threw the troubles...made it threw not alone but with support...people who always care...that how I know I have a good life had good times and still again know that I am not alone..as long as I have someone to help me threw....I can live life with the time I have.

storms

each day you wonder how it will go
Will the day be nice and smooth like a calm ocean with nothing but nice slow tides or like a storm where the tides grow big and you can fall over board.
May the days be like a calm ocean.
But there are times it will become a huge storm. A storm that seems that will have no end to it.
A storm that seems to continue with no one to help you.
Am I to see someone fall?
No.
Am I to save them from their storm?
Yes and no
I am to help them from the storm it is up to them to reach out.
To take my hand...
for me to reach their hand.
I am the one who is in a storm...and at times...they are the one in the storm
I need someone who can clear the storm.
Clear the way for me and them.
My storm is my mind...my thoughts, the things in my heart, the things that others say....the heck...I can hurt them all I want...but they still can make a storm happen.
Why oh why this storm is strong to me. I can't stand against it alone.
But yet...I never am.
I always have a friend or two or more...stand by me...each and everyday.
If im caught in a storm...they always somehow stand right by me all the way threw.

The Night Sky

It's been a while.
I like to see you a lot oh night sky.
I haven't stopped and looked at you in a while night sky..
The stars or the moon at that
I loved to be out in the night sky
It dark.
It has lights that aren't to bright
but they are just right
I can't wait to do this again.
Every night to look up and see the stars.
To walk threw a park and look up at the night sky.
To just chill and smile at the night sky.
So calm
so relaxing.
Why o why have I just not looked up.
Night the night has a life like no other.
Nothing like the day.
Night has life.
But I can be alone at night
I can chill out at night.
I can call the night my day.
I am a night person.
I am a person of the night sky.
And if I were to die...let me die in the night.,,,
if I were to have a really great moment let it be at the mist of night.
If I were to laugh with a friend I haven't seen in so long...
Let it be under the stars and in the night.
With the night sky.

Dark...and the Darkness

Dark...it not to dark...there is light. A light I let myself see...
Who doesn't love the night light.
The night.
The moon shine up high in the sky.
My right night.
My night to love.
What if it disappears one day?
What if I never see it one day?
There would be darkness.
A darkness I don't wish to see.
.....the darkness I seen, had nothing of delight.
The darkness I saw...had things lurking. Evil things. I seen em, Im sure I have.
No...not the darkness of the night sky...the darkness within my heart. The darkness with in me. The one that wants me to hurt, Hurt others and all those I care for.
I can't handle that darkness
I rather see the Dark of the night.
Thats more beautiful than anything else.
The darkness I seen and know...in me...it's there. And I don't want to be there. No one should be there. Not in that state of mind....with that Darkness.
The dark and darkness....Dark, of the night.
Darkness within. When will the light shine one again inside me?