I'm more or less interested in anything dealing with Itachi but I get interested easily with any manga/anime
I'm not much to talk about an amateur artist trying to put up art for people to see as well as fan art. I hope you like this world I'm probably just do journal entries and compare things in life with some in anime/manga
- Created By Zuzu Uchiha
Taking a Break
Well it seems everyone shall be doing something.
Im taking a break
Heading out tomorrow for a trip
And at the same time this week is pure study time
Finals for me. Not like I want to be off but it time I do study for once
and this time I won't slack off.
I need to give it my al this time. And that means no distractions. X3 maybe. but I do have to do what I need to to get through
I hope I can do well maybe be on to message people and maybe thats about all I can really do since this is the time they normally have it real uptight at my school.
well for now all I can really do is say later but when I can I probably get on chat if not then a message will be all you can get ^^"". 
but until then...later
For the days that flow in this year it seems the time has come to move on. One story has ended and it is time to start a new. From when I thought to want things to end quickly it seems now...I don't want to leave....
Jokes... gone wrong
A simple joke...
here and there...
but ever wondered...
If that Joke can hurt?
When People Laugh is it at You?
When you walk by somewhere and hear a laugh...
A snicker...
is it at you?
A joke?
Who knows but them.
Do you look at someones stuff and use it as a joke?
Can we Laugh?
IS it ok to laugh?
Will YOU laugh?
To have laughed at that....and to see you like that....was a first to me....
I do put myself at fault...
For not stopping it...but I thought you would laugh...
You know me...I wouldn't do anything to hurt you
Let you down.....hurt
Letting you get mad....hurt
I thought you wouldn't be too mad...
But you were....
That....I did not know would hurt you that much...Forgive me....
I meant no harm... Not to you....
I'm at fault here...for laughing at the joke...at your stuff she used in her joke...it was a joke.... but it hurt you.
I am at fault.
Jokes are made to be laughed at....
But is it possible to laugh...
when it ends up hurting a friend?
I mean...maybe they don't know how to take a joke....or maybe has done it to them to make fun of them...
I know why now...and I understand now...you can't take a joke for what others did....
Jokes can hurt a friend...even someone you don't know....
Jokes are funny
But...to others it can hurt....
I heard a joke...and the joke...had gone wrong...
Thank You ^^
in this world I seem to have something moody....(emo)
but Im a do one thing different which is this post.
To thank and feature those who drew my O.C Zuzu
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!! ^^
round of applause for them please ^^
I thank you all for drawing my O.C and I am glad you did. I love to see others draw him. ^^ this is what makes me happy to see.
What..Do I do....
Im so lost...
I mean....really lost now
what am I dreaming now....
I never dreamt this is a while....
Walking down some road and out of no where someone shoots me....
I die.... so many times...
I die...
and it always happen when I least expect it...
Why do I die?
To dream that you are shot or being shot at represents a form of self-punishment that you may be subconsciously imposing on yourself. You may have done something that you are ashamed of or are not proud of.
I always put myself down...always
I never gave myself any kind of nice thoughts
Good thoughts
Not that I know of
All I know is I am a good friends...
I care for the lives of others than my own...
I always put myself down.
So....the only thing that shames me....is me.....my life....the things I've done....
The other I was fighting a friend...a real close friend...and I told her screw our friendship screw you I don't give a fuck if you care for me or lied to me I always been lied to and betrayed by those I wanted to trust most in my life....I lost so much trust....I lost so much...but why her...please not her....but I told her my dream...and she said it used her to represent someone else... who? A friend I said I give my friendship a chance again with her...
To dream that you are in a fight indicates inner turmoil. Some aspect of yourself is in conflict with another aspect of yourself. Perhaps an unresolved or unacknowledged part is fighting for its right to be heard. It may also parallel a fight or struggle that you are going through in your waking life. If you are fighting to the death, then it refers to your refusal to acknowledge some waking conflict or inner turmoil. You are unwilling to change your old attitudes and habits.
Hmm...she lied to me...but I forgave her for that....but why still want to end it with her?
To see friends in your dream signify aspects of your personality that you have rejected, but are ready to incorporate and acknowledge. The relationships you have with those around you are important in learning about yourself. Alternatively, dreaming of a friend indicates positive news
She helped me with finding out the meaning to these dreams but... I don't know what to do...
I don't know what to think...
Surrendering to these dreams is my only option...right??
this isn't the first time I had these kind of dreams....
No...this about my 25 time.....for both....my death...and the fighting....
ugh....idk what to think....I even had 2 dreams....about seeing the grim reaper....
To see the grim reaper in your dream signifies the negative, rejected aspects of your personality. It represents aspects of yourself that you have repressed. Alternatively, it symbolizes death. The dream may parallel an end to some situation, habit, or relationship in your waking life.
....not sure anymore....what to do....maybe...this time I am giving up on trying to fix things...change things.
I don't know what to do.
this is the weakest I have ever been...
I need help...or I may just end up ruining things I can't fix if I end it badly.
Ruin friendships...that I can't afford to lose....mostly because they are the ones that help me out but ...
I hide alot of things from them.
now...I don't know what to do.
To dream that your friend has turned into the grim reaper implies that your relationship with them is dead. Your friend has changed into someone that you literally do not recognize anymore. Something has changed in the relationship.
I seen that so much has changed with them...and me....
they are not the same...
I am not either
Who got worse
Me?
or them?
Im....not wanting to be weak...
they...are doing things that I do not find acceptable
am I changing for the better or the worst..
Maybe I do know what to do
And that....is to end some friendships..that I can not handle anymore..... It about time.... I realize that. It time.... I move on and do what I got to...what is it that I must do....
End things now.
Pains
Why oh why is it that days go by and yet so many things can bring pain.
A death of a loved one
the loss of a friendship
the thought of ending a friendship?
the thought of being isolated?
the thought of being ignored?
what causes Pain?
Pain is pain
Pain is something that sits around...
waiting to reach at someone at their weakest.
Pain...is something I have, daily
I don't want it...
but it happens
even when I least expect it
To fight with a friend.
To fight my parents
to fight my brother or sister
To be pained by friends
Pained by past memories
Pained by Past ignorance
Pained by thoughts
Pain....is pain
Pain is something life brings
pain can be found everywhere
Pain is what makes me fall
Pain brings me shame
Pain is what makes me want to fall to my knees
and beg to just be gone. Out of this life.
But Pain...
Pain never wins me...
For I am someone who hates to lose
Hates to fall
even now....
I hate to fall
Pain will not make me fall no more
Pain is pain
But I will fight the Pain.
