I'm more or less interested in anything dealing with Itachi but I get interested easily with any manga/anime
I'm not much to talk about an amateur artist trying to put up art for people to see as well as fan art. I hope you like this world I'm probably just do journal entries and compare things in life with some in anime/manga

Scars

Well...I thought my scars would heal....
To my advantage...no one can see them.
Disadvantage... I can see them.
look to these scars and feel shame and all come around me
My life...I hated.
My death...I wanted.
To cut myself was to just cut the shoulders....never the wrists...
One: I wanted me and only me to see them (now I want to erase them)
Two: I wanted it to be something no one else knew about (religious...man upstairs knows me too)
The scars I see...are memories
The anger I had
The Pain I felt.
The betrayal of those I trust.
These scars are now haunting me.
I wish they were gone...but there are times...I wish to add more to these scars...but these old scars now... have made me feel haunted of the times I wish to end myself.
I still hate me. My life....not to important.
My death....I will wait for.

Walking Away

Little girl who sits in a sea....
She sits there until she looked at me...
I was far from her...but now I am here by her side...
I sat with her in this sea.
We talked..about our life.
About our Friends and Foes.
But one thing I figured out was littler girl who was frighten and weak....was me.
I stood...and began to walk away.
She ran behind me...asking if I would stay.
I shook my head..and pushed her down.
I won't be weak....not anymore... I will not be frightened for fear is not to control me.
Little girl who sits alone...begging I stay and yet here I was...
walking away...I kept walking...walking away.

Questions

before you read this...don't think it's about you...please...it's just something that hit me....and don't doubt what you belive in..or who you believe in....ok

What is Love??
Is love a Passion between a male and female??
Is love not what you share to family and friends?
What is true Love??
To go out with someone and end up with another??
To wait for someone who you know by heart is the one who will love you til death do you part.
What is Trust???
To believe in someone? To know that person will have your backeven til the end? Someone who you can tell your secrets to but have them being known all around....??
Trust is a word I have no meaning for....well not much anyways...it's fading...
Quesstions...Trust? Is that a true trust or a false one.

A Mask

We all have a mask
funny even I have my own...
It's an illusion...a mask that shows an illusion to others and an illusion to oneself...
The mask...the mask that hides the true faces of all those we know. Is it the true face or a a mask?
A mask they wear to hide themselves.
A mask that has lies, holds lies with in it. A mask that is made of lies...or is it a mask that holds truth?
So many people with so many masks...
Can you tell who is wearing a mask? Who is wearing the lies...
Can you tell who truly is honest...Can you see beyond the mask of lies to find the mask of truth.

Lost in Dark

Me: what the hell....
looks around...while trying to get up
Me: where am I?
stares into the darkness
Me: what is this?
looks around more
Me: oh no...Im back here again..I blacked out
stands up and walks in the darkness
Me: not this again...I blacked out....again.
runs in the darkness
Me: No...who got me so mad to where...I just lost it now...

Lost in Dark
No this again yet again when the anger is there...wait...this isn't the anger anymore....
it is the depression...the blame the guilt...the shame
It all coming back to me...haunting me.
But here in the darkness??
I can't see the truth...I can't even see a lie.
How can this be?
I'm getting shoved by guilt,hit by shame and thrown down by depression...
but where are they?? How do I fight back???
Where do I go???
How do I fight something like this??
it a gang up...
A break me down situation. I'm on my own here right??
no...whats this??
is someone holding my arm...my other arm too
light???ahead???? from what??
Friends? Family? it them.... but who's on my arms??
conscience?? and Lizzy??? you two....
smirks
I guess...these are those who can help me...even when I am lost in the dark....