I'm more or less interested in anything dealing with Itachi but I get interested easily with any manga/anime
I'm not much to talk about an amateur artist trying to put up art for people to see as well as fan art. I hope you like this world I'm probably just do journal entries and compare things in life with some in anime/manga

Happy Song

I know...this is a fun thing...Listen, and be Happy.

YAY!!!!!

I just realized I reached up to 101 fan art....and I never noticed. XD I am glad. I am so proud. I mean I just saw this. (IS VERRRRRY Slow)
I mean I can't believe it...I joined in January of this year and I have this much already. Makes me feel real accomplished. I think I find this real cool

My care for You

I don't understand
I don't know what to tell you
I mean...
Your like that person I want to protect...
Your the one I can't afford to lose.
Your the one that I promised to help and protect since the one you trusted left and still in contact with you...
I mean...
what is wrong?
You brush it off and say nothing is wrong
when in your eyes you show nothing but pain and tears..
I ask if your ok
and you say yes just allergies
You're lying I can tell you are but why do you keep the pain??
Why not tell me whats wrong?
I am your friend?
Why lie?
I am the one who cares.
I am the one who hurts herself just to feel your pain.
I am the one who throws herself into the fire for you.
I am the one who kills herself day and night just to know what is wrong with you.
I know I am nothing but a human being who has done nothing more but hurt, fall and give up at time...but I know when to tell someone I need help...
I know when I can't go on...to ask for help...
To tell someone...
Why won't you do the same....why won't you trust me??
I am your friend..
your more to me...
Mean more than my life...
My life is nothing..
I have nothing...
I am nothing if I know I can't help one person...
Or at least give you a hand to say "I'm here for you"
Why won't you trust me?
I always been there for you...I knew nothing of you and now it feels I have gotten no where...Your quiet and yet I make you talk...and I am glad because it seems everyone has seen you change...your more social...more talkative..
But now...no one understand why you feel the way you feel...
I don't either.
I wanted nothing but to see a smile on you...and if your in pain to at least tell me...
Not to treat me like I am no friend...Like I am someone who doesn't care...I am not that type of person...
You told me...I never notice...but your wrong...You put up a fake smile...and you did it for a while....at times I thought...It was grades....like before...but then I realized...you feel like you don't belong...why is that.
I made you know everyone...I did all I can to get you to see how others care for you...why don't you believe me??
I feel that my care for you means nothing...
I break myself for others that includes you...
I hurt myself for others...that includes you...
I will die for others....THAT INCLUDES YOU....
why don't you believe me....
What can I do...to prove my care for you...
I care...I love...I use to hate now I don't.
But with what your doing...it makes me...want to do all I gave up...all over again....To start the cutting...to start the suicide all over...but...I can't...I can't...I use to think, that would get people to see how much I care for them...but no...I can't
I don't know how....
I don't know why...
But I won't give up on you...because I care for you
I won't stop being me...because the me now is better than the me before...
I will die for you,...even if you don't believe me...
I will hurt for you....even when you least expect it...
I won't leave you behind...you the one I need to help now.
I won't leave you alone...I will stand at your side...Now until the end.

*Barbra Streisand*

Improvement

I am a very slow person and by that I mean really slow....one here I am saying I wasn't improving my art or anything but then...I saw it...(for once) that I have...so much really...I mean...I have gotten better in making my comics....(which I need to upload ASAP) and I got better with poses (as seen in my O.C poses) and I have gotten better in drawing real people (that shocked me more than anything)
I mean how long have I been improving? And here I was saying I am no good...I mean I thought I haven't improved at all.
Good to see I have. XD
I wonder why I kept doubting (then again I do have a friend who does the most coolest thing with her artwork so..XP) I should try to appreciate my art...and anyone else who doesn't should do so too.
Art is your art...what you make is what you need to appreciate. May others say it looks bad or so...who cares it your art...you can do way better if you wanted to..Right? XD I know I can and I feel others can too. So I am off got a test and here I am typing. XP oh well.
For now I am glad I see the improvements in my art

School Projects

School is tiring but it is harder when your graduation depends on a project that is 50% of your grade in English and your Career....I hope to get it done before the 16th of April (not to far is it) and to pass and be able to present it in front of judges and students that I don't now @x@ it already making me frustrate but I can get through it..I hope...so it might come to a point where I may not be on theO for a while but we'll see how it goes...but I hope to pass I want to give up but, animation is my dream, 2D animation and to get better in 3D..hoping for the best right now...