what does that mean?
To Grow up?
No hanging with friends?
No going out to have fun?
No being with those who invite you out to eat or play?
Growing up....what does it really mean?
I am someone who never wants to grow up but I have to.
I am someone who wants to live life...in the best way I can.
I am someone who wants to live life as an adult...but I do not wish to give up the life that is fun.
If growing up means leaving behind the things you like to do or find fun then what was the point of living life with fun at all if it were to be taken.
Be taken because of age...because of thoughts....because of people.
To leave behind those who give me joy...give me life and give me the chance to be a kid...I don't think I can.
I am someone who wants to live life....with joy.
Yes....I have to grow up...but no I will not leave my life of fun. my life as a child...I will have a small part in me...that will have the child of me...
I will not act as though I was not a child before.....
If i am to grow up I am leaving a piece of me that will hold the inner child of me.
What does it mean?
what does growing up really mean?
I have no say to who does what...for I am a child at heart....I am a 17 year old who has the heart of a 7 year old.
Growing up...means greowing up, but the term....does not make me want to grow up.
If I am stupid so be it. If I am being a child then what can I say but "yes....I am"
what does it really mean to grow up?
maybe I am stupid...for not wanting to grow up...but even I know it doesn't mean to stop having fun even my teachers have the heart of a child....and I find it cool to see no matter the age...some people aren't really grown up completely....

~Zuzu