Pains

Why oh why is it that days go by and yet so many things can bring pain.
A death of a loved one
the loss of a friendship
the thought of ending a friendship?
the thought of being isolated?
the thought of being ignored?
what causes Pain?
Pain is pain
Pain is something that sits around...
waiting to reach at someone at their weakest.
Pain...is something I have, daily
I don't want it...
but it happens
even when I least expect it
To fight with a friend.
To fight my parents
to fight my brother or sister
To be pained by friends
Pained by past memories
Pained by Past ignorance
Pained by thoughts
Pain....is pain
Pain is something life brings
pain can be found everywhere
Pain is what makes me fall
Pain brings me shame
Pain is what makes me want to fall to my knees
and beg to just be gone. Out of this life.
But Pain...
Pain never wins me...
For I am someone who hates to lose
Hates to fall
even now....
I hate to fall
Pain will not make me fall no more
Pain is pain
But I will fight the Pain.

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