Falling forever

times I fall...
I always get back up.
I always fight.
I always win....
But why do I feel like I lose?
I can defend myself.
I can protect myself
but some how...
I feel like im losing
I feel like im falling still
I guess somethings aren't meant to change.
I have business to attend to...
and here I might fall completely.
I guess I can't change
but maybe if I go down this time I may stay down
I always end up winning
but I still feel like I lost.
Maybe if they see me fall.
I can end the cycle of fighting.
Or will it continue.?
Im tired of fighting
Im tired of feeling like I lost
Am I suppose to lose?
Am I suppose to fall?
Well...
its time to find out...
to fall
and continue to fall.
Falling forever
in an endless battle
quitting or continuing

End