haha so i JUST figured out how to do introductions and stuff so hahaha!!! yea just doing one now lolz. well since this is a blog about random stuff and me i guess i should add in a little bit of information about myself up here

Real Name: Jordan
Pen Name: Dusk ^_^
well ummm im not really sure what else to say really buuuuuut hmmmmmmm i dunno just read the world lolz
trust me you will probably get to know me better from that than any thing else lolz

enjoy xp

scarred... for LIFE!!!

oh god... im scarred..... for LIFE!!! WHY!?!?!?!?!?! WHY DO I ALWAYS LOOK WHEN I KNOW I SHOULDNT!?!?!?!!!..... youtube has officially scarred me for life.... just one click... you think 'nawww it cant be as bad as it could be right?'...... no..... its WORSE!!! T.T i think im just gonna go.. sit in my closet in the fetal position for a little while now... T.T..... IT WONT GO AWAY!!! OOOHHHHHH NOOOOO!!!!! *claws at eyes* ITS BURNED INTO MY MEMORY!!! T.T.... word from the wise.... when you are looking through youtube for funny soul eater clips.... do not, i repeat DO NOT click on soul eater's kissed a boy.... it gives you a warning... WELL I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED!!!! *retreats to closet*......... never.... NEVER watch that video.... T.T..... i will never be able to view the male characters of soul eater the same way again.... T.T.... ok haha maybe i will but thats just cause its SOUL EATER and im in love with the show!!!... any other circumstance and i would never be able to watch it again..... im still going into the fetal position in my closet.... im still scarred for life... T.T... ohhh well haha atleast it didnt involve anyone i knew personally haha then i would NEVER be able to leave my closet!! hahahaha.... well going to go eat ramen now... try and heal my scarage..... shudda just went to sleep -_-...

sooooo confused by this.........

is there a secret to spoiler tape that i dont know about!?!?!?!?!?!?! this has me so frustrated at the moment hahaha a certain person (you know who you are!!!!!! O_O ) hehehe xp some how keeps reading the stuff under the spoiler tape!!! xp i just dont get it *sighs* ............ BUT OMIGOD I JUST DISCOVERED THIS!!!-> (g_g) :O if u look with your imagination.. IT KINDA LOOKS LIKE A FACE!!!!! no nose or anything but the g's are the eyes... do you see it???...... haha any way off track, but if any one knows this "spoiler tape secret" please tell me!!! T.T im not mad about it or anything haha i just cant figure it out!!! and that drives me insane lolz... ('not like she already isnt'- whispers friend standing behind me, behind thier hand. me: 'HEY WHO ASKED YOU!!! *starts beating them with a book* 'SILENCE YOURSELF!!!' friend: 'ok ok chill already' *puts up hand to whisper again* 'see what i mean... craaaaazyyyy' me: glares -_-...) haha ANYWAY lolz.... OMIGOD I JUST FIGURED OUT THAT YOU CAN DO THE SAME THING THAT YOU CAN DO WITH THE g's WITH 6'S AND 9'S ..... 6_6 9_9 USE YOUR IMAGINATION!!!!..... does any one else see this or is it only me???? sooo this was a COMPLETELY random post but haha thats what you get from me at 5:30 in the morning lolz gonna go take a break now and lay down... not gonna go to sleep yet though lolz

funny things keep happening but so do scary things...

haha so i have 2 things for the moment that have monopolized my mind, and until i post them on here i dont think i will be ables to continue my work on my other world..... its being very demanding im about to get in an argument with it hehehe. but any way, what should i say first... the funny thing or the scary thing... hmmmm... funny... scary.... funny or scary....... hmmmmm.............. i'll go with scary since it happened first... so this morning agter i fell asleep i got 3 calls... one was from my friend dillon... one was from a number i didn't know but i now know was this person i do know i just don't feel like talking to... but the third one...... *shivers* the third one was from a number that i DEFFINETLY don't know and my caller id says it was from freaking Lufkin, Texas!!!!!!!!!! so i get up check out that i have the missed calls and 2 or 3 txts so i answer the txts and...... OMIGOD!!!! IT WAS LUFKIN, TEXAS AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!! so.. i answered... and thats when it gor REEEAALLLYYYYY scary.... the other line said nothing.... not a sound.... not a word..... it honestly scared the shiz-nitz outta me... majorly. so i hang up the phone and hide in the closet for ooohhhh lets say 10 maybe 15 minutes, flinching at every creak my house makes. so i finally convince myself to crawl out of my closet and i check evil facebook.... there is a post in the news feed from a "friend" of mine... now let me inform you this "friend" of mine used to be one of the people i considered a really really REEEEAAAALLYYYY good friend, but recently... we have kinda been trying to destroy eachothers lives, even if he is the only one trying to do that NOW... i decided to be the bigger person, and not be a drama queen and let it go... but i saw this post and couldn't just COULDN'T resist writing on my own status to try and rub in the fact that i was going to be doing something that i knew he wanted to do.... so i did hahaha, then logged off..... one more tidbit... i had 201 friends on facebook.... i logged back on and looked at my newsfeed... his post is gone... 'wtf!?!?!?!'....... 'oh dear.... uh-oh'.... *looks up his profile*.... nothing *goes to my own profile.... scrolls down*......... 200 friends..................................................................................................................................................................... LMFAO!!!!!!!!!!!!! that jerk had the NERVE to defriend and block me for ABSOLUTELY NO REASON OTHER THAN WE WERE FIGHTING.. if anyone should have done that it should have been me.. he was doing waaaaayyyy more damage to me and saying alot more crap.... but LMFAO!!!!!! i couldn't help but laugh hysterically at the fact that he BLOCKED AND DEFRIENDED ME!!!!! im not gonna say that it makes me sad that he did that, he may have been one of my best friends at one point in time, but a girls gotta defend her rep. and when a guy is sayin' some of the stuff that he was..... i'm surprised that i didn't completely attempt to ruin his life lolz................................................ but the story doesn't stop there, no, not yet.... imideatly after i log off of facebook after the discovery of the funniest thing i've expirienced today i pick up my phone from where i tossed it onto my bed...... *hits unlock button*........ 1 missed call.......... LUFKIN, TEXAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...... *runs and hides in closet again*........... but i'm out now, so i can type this and continue my work but........ if they call again... i'm gonna answer..... lets hope it isn't like the dude in scream who is gonna start whispering "killkillkillkillkill" cause then i WILL be in my closet and its gonna take some major ramen baiting to get me out.. wish me luck with the creepy person calling me!!!!! >_<

its official

i OFFICIALLY hate facebook!!! its cruel and... and.... and sexist and biased and... CRUEL!!!!!!! i can no longer wage my facebook wars because facebook decided to be stupid and block my ability to like for either "several hours to several days" it ALSO threatened to delete my account if my "abuse of the like button continues"!!!! T.T fwi i have only ever fb bombed like 3 or 4 pplz and i know of PLENTY of people who do it ALL the time...... (grrr mrbmngrblengrbgstpdfbgrblmmbl grrr) soooooo sad right now..... no more facebook war for me T.T..........

what the...??????

why does it look like several of my posts are italecized??????????? T.T i guess this is just more proof i FAIL when it comes to computers *sighs* i guess an iq over 120 has nothing to do with the fact that im the ~queen of fail~ lolz