so i have turned into an organizing monster, i dunno why either, i just had this insane urge to clean up EVERYTHING. so i started reorginizing my room, like the maniac i am, but honestly i couldnt help it... i TRIED to control it!!! but i was twitching for crying out loud... TWITCHING!!!! TWITCHING I TELL YOU!!!!!!
i dont even really know why... even though from the slight common sense i have when it comes to psychology, its probably because im looking for some kind of control in my life right now... (yea i tend to self analyze alot... and i mean A LOT...)

but in other news hopefully i will be learning how to play guitar soon :D super excited about that haha. and i ATTEMPTED to upload some doodles and drawings to this world (since i dont want to submit some of them ever, let alone at the moment... i just felt like posting a some... but noooo i cant even do that haha)...
ohhh and... i am under attack by some evil bug and i am SOOOOOO scared of it right now... but i think its in my lamp... and i hope it DIES THERE!!!! O_O
yea... this bug freaks me out, i want it GONE... and i still want curly fries but thats besides the point...
any way back to my cleaning frenzy.... *sighs*