yea... basically super ticked off right now... ill update in the morning... going to sleep right now... (mostly just wanted a reminder that i needed to post...)
i dunno... i just dont even freaking know how i should be feeling about this, or how i even AM feeling about this... i love my best friend, but i guess it just makes me feel like crap that i barely even see her any more and then we plan an awesome weekend where we can spend tons of time together, and she does this... i dunno, i guess im just hurt, yea i get that a lot of people are going to be trying to get me to spend time with them but i TOLD her that this was HER weekend... that i was gonna do my best to ignore everyone else so WE could have fun... but NO.... i dont freaking know... just freaking sucks... i cant believe this... i dunno... i guess i should... what ever... its not like im ACTUALLY mad at her.. im just super hurt...