DX aaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!... i have so much i should be doing, that i need to do, and that i WANT to do DX. i NEED to clean my room and atleast START packing because i NEED to have my room clean before i leave.. and if i dont atleast START packing, ill have to do it all tomorrow... and yea i know im just going away for the weekend.. but im packing tons, just because i over pack... always... because i will make an outfit up... then when i decide to wear it ill decide i dont like it then i freak out because either i mix it up with something else or i end up not having enough clothes... and i SHOULD be working on typing stuff for society, and i SHOULD be working on drawing stuff... and i SHOULD be looking into colleges... and i WANT to watch black butler... and i WANT to work on beating spyro...
i guess i should start with the NEED stuff that way it wont be so much work tomorrow and i can leave imeadiately after school friday.. no matter how much my dad protests.. and then i should atleast look at some college stuff so i know atleast a small amount of what im going to talk to the guidance councilor about... *sigh* i am such a slacker...

any way... about my whole being upset thing... im pretty much over it now i guess (i swear i have multiple personalities and some days im one and other days im others and then im just upset about things while im feeling one way... i dunno... but i DO know that im nuts...) but over all feeling much better... not even close to HALF as upset as i was... in fact i dont think im upset at all haha..

well... i guess i need to get moving.. :/... *sighs*