Poetry is poetry whether it depicts a sad and soul wrenching theme, or if it sends someone to universe that they feel happy in. However, i still feel the same way i do about rhyming, but if that what helps you get it out, then you have every right as a writter and artist to use rhymes.

Looking back at everything i have written, i was a troubled girl who was saved by pen and paper, friends and even the art of others. I greatly advise anyone to start writting, drawing, singing, playing sports, anything to keep you happy and steer you away from suicide. You do matter whether you know that upfront or not.

missunderstood

all i am is missunderstood
im realy not that diffrnt
if u feel that way then
thatz ur problm

no one understandz my pain
no one can help being
misunderstood is nuthin
but pain

evryone pushes me away
nevr willing 2 try and
understand my pain

nevr liked by anone
its pain i tell you
my wordz are true
not lies

if u gave me time 2 explain
i wuldnt seem so diffrnt
all i am is misunderstod

tears of hatred

i cry tears of hatred
wen u hurt me not of
sadness i try 2 ples
you but itz no use

you think my tears are
fake,but theyr real
but ur 2 blind 2 notice

4 once cant you notice me?
cant u stop yelling at me?
can you leave me alone?

my tears are of hatred 4
you and it wont change
how can you not see them?
i guess u are 2 blind 2
notice

so my tears wil remain
full of hate and im srry
4 not meeting your expectationz

Herez the finished version!

How Could You

How culd u stand 2 hurt me
doznt it bother u that ur
not treating me the same?
or that im being treated unfairly?

Bein put down,Emotionaly Abused
do you want me 2 go on?

You have a nevr ending list
of the thingz youve done
or sed 2 me

Ive ben through a lot,you
get made at me 4 evry lil thing
i do

Can i evr please you?
is abusing me your way
of telling me 2 change?
am i a disgrace 2 you?

I dont understand so please make it
clear,why do you hate me so much?
Wat did i do wrong?

How could you do this 2 me?
Do you want me 2 change?

(P.S. hope u guyz like the finished version!

Wat You Gave Me

Abused and 4gotten like a Lost Puppy
Hated as if i was an Enemy 2 you

Distant frm you,Distant frm evryone
Bleeding inside frm the Pain ive
gone through

A Heart of Ice is wat you
gave me a life of Pain is wat
you cursed me with

And wat do i do now?

Not the Same

ok wen i say this "i dont need ur aproval nemore u jerk!u culd jus rot in hell!"thatz not 4 any of u xcept 1 person shuld kno Mr. I Dont Feel Like Talking!

Not the Same
Im not the same nemore
the lil grl u knew is gone
im older noe and im here
2 stay

Im not a bby i can take care
of myself i dont need sumone
2 watch me nemore

Im not the same shy litl
grl i once was Im stronger
now and Braver

Im not the same angel i
used 2 be now im the
devilz fallen angel
and at times ur angel

Im a diffrnt person now
sumone you cant rule im
my own person and now im on
my own

Theres u can do 2 change
who i am,im not the same
anymore so deal with it
as best as u can...Im Not the Same