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meanwhile Influx of Insanity is a world dedicated to getting out negative thoughts or goings on in my life so beware when visiting that one
Mood: amused
Song: Summer Nights
Pic: 
[readers: SAY WHAAAT?!]
mmm hmm
he
was
wearing
PURPLE
LEOPARD
PRINT
BOXERS
[readers: how do you know?]
i'm a member of LJ's _naitomea_ community and i saw it there
ok first off
Hitsugi-san did not buy them himself
i repeat he did NOT buy them himself
second
if i know anything about Hitsugi-san
he would never willingly go showin' off his underwear
[readers: ok then how'd that happen?]
simple
Yomi-san
convinced
him
to
do
it
i think it was also Yomi-san that convinced Hitsugi-san to participate in the Hand Elephant clip
but it was Yomi-san who got Hitsugi-san the gift from Black Emperor
the gift was blurred out on that clips so......
to be purely honest somehow i found the beginning so funny! yeah! so funny that
i was laughing so hard i cried. and not just once. maybe three or four times i laughed hard enough that tears were streaming down my face. so until i stopped i couldn't type a damn word
my sense of humor is weird and my imagination is too powerful for my own good
fanfic 9
~21emz12 is first in White Tigress, TBS and tw follow behind shortly~
21emz12: "hey you're up!" :o
~Hitsugi-san comes in as well~ (he stayed the night)
tw: Σ(00) "hey slow down, you can't go eating that much yet you'll.........! (0___0)
~rfg18 vomits~ *splat-----*
tw: "puke." (=___=);
~rfg18 vomits again~ *splatter----*
tw: Σ(O___o)
~and rfg18 vomits again~ *splat----*
tw: "ok..." (=___=)|| (heads off to get the squeegee and the wet dry vaccum) *squelch- - - -* "ick! it's chunky and i stepped in some...!" (>__<);;
21emz12: "eww!!!!!" (>o<)
TBS: -looks away- (¬__¬)||
Hitsugi-san: "uhh......" (=_=);
~rfg18 sat down looking purely miserable~
rfg18: "unnh...." "that was not something cool to have happen......" (==)
rfg18: "uggh and that taste in my mouth, a tablespoon of wasabi paste or some natto over here please." XÞ
~after a few days of the prescribed treatment (a little TLC) rfg18 recovered~
~rfg18 teased tw about her blunder~
TBS: "seems rfg18 is back to normal." ( ..) [rfg18: (chuckling) how on earth did you step in such a mess?]
21emz12: "as it should be." (^^ )
[rfg18: i mean seriously my vomit was a greenish bronze yellow and our floors are white how'd you end up stepping in it?]
TBS: "yes." (^^)
[tw: oh be quiet. what could i do? there was so much on the floor! uggh don't remind me of the color i'm still getting over the thickness *gag*]
[rfg18 -smirk- ah ha ha ha ha ha! xD]
[tw: ( `__')╬]
tw: "hey rfg18 you need to go see Hitsugi-san at his house in twenty minutes."
rfg18: oh. 'kay." :3
~20 mins later rfg18 is at the doorstep of Hitsugi-san's house~
Hitsugi-san: "ah come in!" :)
rfg18: "thanks for having me over!" (^ω^) "oh and hello to you Kokoa-chan!" (^^)
rfg18: "tw said you wanted to see me?" (..)?
Hitsugi-san: "tw told me your story.... and showed me where you created scars on your arms and throat." (..)
~rfg18 reaches toward her throat scars~
Hitsugi-san: "your friends care about you, and I do too." "we are here with you, let us in to your heart." (.__. )
rfg18: "......................................." "but... i..." -unsure expression-
Hitsugi-san: "Please. Trust Me." :o
~rfg18 considers the request~
rfg18: "i don't have anything left to lose, so yes." -slight smile-
Hitsugi-san: "good." (^ω^)
Haiku Hints -preview-
nekoboy gonna
kick up his fanservices
a few hot notches
~epilogue to fanfic 8~
~when rfg18 was found laying on the sand she seemed fine~
~but physically she was a wreck~
~when Ruka-san and Sakito-san helped her to stand thery both noticed she was underweight~
~rfg18 had been laying on the beach for two days~
~rfg18 staggers and is caught by Hitsugi-san before she could fall~
~it was obvious by her noisy stomach that she was hungry~
~it was obvious by her hiding behind her hoodie so awkwardly that rfg18 was deeply embarassed too~
~that sudden reaction by rfg18 lightened the mood~
~so everyone heads to White Tigress so rfg18 can regain her strength because as is she has no energy to eat~
~morning~
~has rfg18 reovered?~
tw: "i'm worried." D: rfg18 hasn't moved much, all she does is sleep."
TBS: "let's take her to the hospital." :(
~at the hospital~ [same one from fanfic 7]
Doctor: "let's weigh her." ( ..)
Doctor: "!" "45 kg! (*under 100 lbs) "she should weigh around 50kg!".
~doctor writes out a prescription~
Doctor: "this is what youneed to do, it'll help her regain her strength." "only then will she start to recover." (. .)
~at White Tigress~
~tw TBS 21emz12 and Hitsugi-san are sitting in chairs on the main floor~
tw: "it seems she wouldn't eat the entire time we we were gone." (. .)
tw: "there is more to her story......." (¬__¬)
tw: "her parents frequently left her alone while she was only a kid. they never hugged her or gave her praise." "she was eventually abandoned, for weeks she wandered around." she already knew they didn't care but still clung onto the hope that maybe, she was wrong." "they never hugged her so it was a strange idea to her to be touched, they always came back eventually but once they left..... "it scares her to the core to be alone and then she refuses to eat." "so we try to stay nearby otherwise the solitude will bring out her self harm tendancies." " rfg18 likes the beach it brings her peace." "so she'll try to get there before she starts to hurt herself." "if you look," :(
~tw gently pulls up rfg18's sleeves~
~on her arms there are thin scars faded by time~
~their number increase as you look down rfg18's arms~
~at her wrists the scars are deeper and longer~
tw: "those aren't all she has." ( ..)
~tw brushes aside rfg18's hair to reveal where she clawed at her throat~ ~there were some that looked very recent~
tw: "when we all left and rfg18 was alone, it must have triggered flashbacks and she started to scratch at her throat by instinct, those fresh ones are right over old ones." ( ..) "when we asked why she was doing that she said ["clawing at my throat or wrists does make me bleed, but somehow i fell better afterwards, the sight of my own blood, i think, helps me repent for whatever i did. that's all."> " as she said that she smiled a little, although it was a sad smile." "she seemed to think that somehow she had caused her parents to abandon her and that this was how she would atone."
tw: "............" "her heart suffered so much emotional damage, so she hurts herself to try and alieviate her sadness, and pain :(
tw: "she keeps all of her negative emotions bottled up so as to not burden others with her problems." (- -)
tw: "you can help her heal her emotionally Hitsugi-san because i don't think she'll be able to keep everything bottled up much longer." "she is seriously worried that one day you'll disappear and leave forever." D:
tw: "rfg18's emotional and mental state are fragile, if somehow she thinks we've all abandoned her she'll break, and she'll never be the same again." :(
Hitsugi-san: "..............." -expression is neutral-
tw: can you do it?" (. .)
Hitsugi-san: "i must." (determined)
~rfg18 stirs~
~rfg18 wakes up~
~rfg18 falls back asleep~
Haiku Hints -preview-
what's going to happen?
how will Hitsugi-san help?
how will rfg18 help him?
hehehe the next post will be fanfic 9
OMG funny huh? angelsu hope you don't mind me posting this
angelsu
Title: Senior Otaku | Posted 01/20/10 | Reply | Delete
@renjifangirl18:
Yes, you are indeed a genius. You just have random spurts of stupid. haha jk jk!! but yes that does sound like something Cell would say. Maybe Frieza as well...
renjifangirl18
Title: Senior Otaku++ | Posted 01/20/10 | Reply | Edit | Delete
@angelsu:
i read that comment again and than your reply
and laughed
my comment is EPIC WORK OF A GENIUS
it sounded kinda sadistic (smirk)
i mean who else says that?
-thinks-
Vegeta?
no
even though he destroys whole planets
he won't describe it like that
but he will smile nevertheless
Cell then.
hmm sounds about right
~I BLOW UP YOUR PLANET I SMILE~
~MEANWHILE I THINK YOUR HEAD LOOKS LIKE A PAIR OF RABBIT EARS (kind of tv antenna)AND I SMILE~
angelsu
Title: Senior Otaku | Posted 01/20/10 | Reply | Delete
@renjifangirl18:
o.o oh dear. lol i read that and omg why do i hear "i feel pretty oh so pretty" coming from the living room?! but anyways, sorry ADD, i read that and thought "evil laugh" haha
renjifangirl18
Title: Senior Otaku++ | Posted 01/20/10 | Reply | Edit | Delete
@angelsu:
judgment is concluded
worlds will be obliterated (smile)
(laugh)
angelsu
Title: Senior Otaku | Posted 01/20/10 | Reply | Delete
well if your not posting in the others delete them if you want cause ive already deleted like two of mine to change them to something else. it all depends on if you prefer to keep them or if you want the new stuff
