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Mood: amused
Song: Summer Nights
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alright i wanna know
what do YOU think is a awesome Jrocker fanservice moment?
if you know any leave a comment with the following info:
Who? (tell me what band and which member)
What? (PV or live it's from)
(youtube link and the time i need to see)
for a vote to count THAT particular member from THAT particular PV or live has to have at least 2 votes
here's an example→ Hitsugi
the World
1-20 seconds
and if Hitsugi-san got another vote for the same PV
hey he'll be on the list
nominations need to make my (and whoever else wants to judge) heart skip a few beats
if you're a hostess from my fanfic series PM me if you want to be a judge
the last of it for now
tw can you think of something that hasn't been done yet?
fanfic 7
~just an average day at White Tigress~
-hmm that's too plain for the start of another fanfic-
-anyways rarely are days at White Tigress "average"-
-IDEA-
-let's start-
~just an average day at White Tigress~
~be careful what you eat because mistakes CAN and DO happen...~
~rfg18 21emz12 and TBS were clearing out the fridge at White Tigress~
~most of the food in the freezer was still good~
~EXCEPT~
[readers: "oh THAT'S never good news rfg18: "just wait until you see how they found out..... the irony]
~stuff in the freezer were all in containers and had expiration dates in plain sight~
rfg18: (.__.)? "hey this one is missing its expiration date." ( ..)
21emz12: "it is?" (.. )?
TBS: "so is it still good?" ( `___')?
rfg18 -pondering deeply-
rfg18: "it still seems "edible"...?" (.__.);
~so our hostesses need to use up these frozen leftovers~
~the container in question left with someone~ (we'll get to that soon)
~winding down afterhours~
~rfg18 was still bugged about the container that left White Tigress without a expiration date~
~rfg18 was bugged about that, especially since it was Hitsugi-san who left with it~
rfg18: -thinking- was it recently added to the freezer? hmm... no i don't remember putting anything in there this week or last week
~rfg18 checks the freezer~
rfg18: "all this ice..."
~chips away some ice~
rfg18: "??"
~chips away ice~
rfg18: "................................" Σ(O__o)
rfg18 -facepalm- -headdesk- "IDIOT!" (>o<)
~runs off at breakneck speed~
~in the freezer, buried in the ice was the missing label: it expired TWO years ago~
tw: "are you serious?!" (O0O)
rfg18: "yeah." (- -)
21emz12: "but TWO years?" ( O.O)||
TBS: "is there a chance he didn't eat it yet?" (.. );
rfg18: "who knows. i'd say 50/50." (_ _)
~a ringtone~
[every band that comes here has their own ringtone to let rfg18 or any of the other hostesses know who's calling. the song used is always from that particular bands discography.]
An Cafe= My ♥ Leaps for C
The GazettE= Filth in the Beauty
Dir en Grey= Cage
Miyavi= Freedom Fighters
Nightmare= the WORLD
*LM.C= Punky Heart
*Alice Nine= White Prayer
*will show up in a future fanfic
21emz12: "that's the ringtone for Nightmare!" (.. )!
rfg18: "hello?!" "...................." " AT THE HOSPITAL!!" "....................." "on my way!" :(
tw: "rfg18?!" Σ( O0O)
~rfg18 runs out, jumps onto her scooter and rides off~
~rfg18 doesn't get far, traffic is bad~
rfg18: "!!" (O.O) (`O´)╬ "chi--- " "ain't got the time for this!"
~rfg18 parks, she jumps off her scooter and runs the rest of the way (which is 4 blocks)~
~rfg18 arrives at the hospital and runs in~
~rfg18 is out of breath~
rfg18: "hah hah haah haah"(=o=)=3
~rfg18 approaches the receptionist~
~still exhausted rfg18 speaks~
rfg18: "p-please direct me to the room for Mitsuo Ikari. (anxious)
Receptionist: "he'll be on the third floor, the last room on the right." "please tell me your relationship to Mitsuo-san? (..)?
rfg18: "........" I'm a close friend." :O
Receptionist: "alright than, please put on this ID tag." "however our elevatior is out of order so you'll need to take the stairs." ( ..)σ
~rfg18 runs up the stairs as fast as she can half way up the second flight of stairs she is unable to run and just walks at a quick pace~
rfg18 -thinks- i'm a close friend and i put him in here to start with, UNFORGIVABLE!!!
rfg18: "third floor!"
~by now rfg18 has ran beyond the point of exhaustion and must sit down to catch her breath however she'll wait until at least she is outside his door before stopping~
rfg18: "thi---rd floor, la--st on the---right HERE.
rfg18: -breathing hard-
"Hey!"
rfg18: "!!" ( OO)! (OO )!
rfg18: -still breathing hard-
"in here."
rfg18: "ah!" (O__o);
-open door- "kree----"
-shut door- "clack---"
~the silence in the room is deafning~
~rfg18 is so exhausted and out of breath all she can do is lie down on a empty bed and breathe~
Hitsugi-san: "this was, in no way, your fault." "it was a mistake. nobody's perfect you know." (..)
Hitsugi-san: -thinks- hmm rfg18 is so quiet wouldn't she be apologising like crazy right now?
~Hitsugi-san leans over to check on rfg18~
~RFG18 CAN'T BREATHE!!!~
Hitsugi-san: "NURSE!!!" (O0O)||
~an oxygen mask is put on rfg18~
Doctor: "your friend was caught in that traffic jam and ran here. from there it'd be four blocks. the receptionist has told me that your friend ran in, it seems she was way beyond tired when she came in here; that seems to be why she had a hard time breathing." we'll just keep her here until she's recovered."(..)b
"kree----"
"clack---"
~half an hour later~
~rfg18 wakes up~
rfg18: "......" "!!!!" "OMG I'M SO SORRY IT'S MY FAULT YOU ENDED UP HERE IN THE FIRST PLACE" (in a very quiet voice) "i'd understand if you hated me now."( ;.;)
Hitsugi-san: "i don't hate you. i understand it was a mistake, we're human after all." " i'm touched you ran here to the point of collapse to check on me." (smile) "oh by the way everyone at White Tigress was worried so tw called the hospital, who then relayed her message to me, so i let tw know that you had to stay for a few hours and that you'd be fine." (^ω^)
rfg18: "ah thank you." :)
~both Hitsugi-san and rfg18 were released the next morning~
fanfic 6
~it's finally spring~
~Setsubun!!~
~and because it's spring, time for spring cleaning at White Tigress~
~so....~
1) sweep
2) vaccum
3)dust
4)bed sheets/blankets/pillow cases washed
~White Tigress was closed a day longer to finish cleaning and restock supplies~
rfg18: "AHHH! OPEN FOR BUSINESS! (/^0^)/
tw: "hey Valentine's is coming up." ( ..)b
rfg18: Σ(O.O) (¬_¬)
tw: "forgot?" (^__^);
rfg18: "let's work from today the 13th till tommorow for our love!" "RAWR!!!" (>O<)
everyone else: "RAWR!!!" (`0´)/
~along with the usual supplies rfg18, tw, 21emz12 and TBS bought what was needed to make handmade chocolate~
~rfg18 had the most awesome spark of genius creativity and got a bag of white chocolate and yellow food coloring as well~
~tonight's group~
~Dir en Grey~
Toshiya-san: "oh! hey! Kyo found out that you had called him cute because just recently someone mentioned it." (.. )...
rfg18: "was he mad?" 6(_ _);
Toshiya-san: "actually he wasn't mad or estatic." "hmm...if i didn't know better i'd day he actually liked being called----" (^__^)b
~just then Kyo-san "happened" to pass by~
~Toshiya-san fell silent~
(Kyo-san's expression: say another word i kick your a--) ( `__')╬
(Toshiya-san's expression: yes i understand) (^___^ )|||
~Kyo-san leaves~
~rfg18 witnessed this~
rfg18: (O0O)! "ahhhhh...." (~ω~)
Toshiya-san: "um can you keep that secret if word got out and Kyo finds out-----" (O.O) " i'm screwed." (;__;)
~10 minutes pass~
rfg18: "Kyo-san wa kawaii." (-ω-)
Kyo-san: "?" (`.´)
rfg18: "Kyo-san wa kawaii." x3
Kyo-san: "TOSHIYA!!!! (`O´)╬ ╬
Toshiya-san: "!!" "SH- - !" ~runs away as fast as he can~ ====(||O_)
~Kyo-san is chasing Toshiya-san all over White Tigress~
tw: "we gotta stop this!" (>__<) [crash]
rfg18: "let's try out our theory."(- -) [Kyo-san: COULDN'T KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT COULD YOU?! GET BACK HERE!!]
tw: "oh i wanna do it!" (^O^)/
rfg18: "go ahead but behave PLEASE." (^__~) [thud] [Toshiya-san: I'M SORRY!!! PLEASE STOP CHASING ME!!]
tw: "shall i do YOU-KNOW-WHAT...?"(..)?
rfg18: "ah that? yes go ahead." (^w^) [Kyo-san: YEAH AS SOON AS I CATCH YOU!]
tw: ~cracks knuckles~ "let's get started♥" (♥ω♥) [Toshiya-san: HELP!]
~tw swoops in first~
~rfg18 jumps in to handcuff Kyo-san hands together then she hangs his hands onto a nail on the wall~
~so Kyo-san has his arms above his head...~
~...now what?"
~Kyo-san's jacket came off in the commotion~
~tw walks towards Kyo-san~
~so now his chest and stomach are exposed~
~tw reaches towards Kyo-san~
tw: "TICKLE ATTACK!!" (>w<)
~tw starts with his sides~
-NO RESPONSE-
~undeterred tw continues~
~tw heads over to Kyo-san's stomach~
tw: "WE GOTTA RESPONSE!!!!" (`O´)/
tw: "alright i'm comin' to give you my report." >D
rfg18: "roger!" >3
~tw gives her report~
tw: "first item of report:" (-__-)
rfg18: "procede." (-.-)
tw: "your earlier hypothosis on our subject "Kyo-san" and our field research in his natural habitat (front row at lives)
along with our photographic evidence, all have further solidified your hypothosis that subject "Kyo-san" has a four pack.
rfg18: "ahhhh..... so all of our observations were fruitful." "so you've confirmed this yourself?" (o.o)?
tw: "yes♥." (^w^)
rfg18: "the next item of your report." (¬w¬)
tw: "i have confirmation as to the whereabouts of subject's tiger tattoo's tail." :)
rfg18: "and?" (0.0)
tw: "below the waistline♥." {{(^0^)}}
rfg18: "HA! and they called me crazy." "called it a mere myth." (`O´)╬
tw: "and there are additional items in my report." x3
rfg18: "go ahead." (o.o)?
tw: "subject is highly susceptable to tickling!♥♥" (^///^) "also it is feasible for subject to blush!"
rfg18: "excellant job tw." (^w^)
~now Kyo-san had been listening to their "report" and his expression was unreadable~
~and Toshiya-san had been both listening and watching to see what Kyo-san's reaction would be~
rfg18: "ok it's past time to get you down and unhandcuff you Kyo-san."
~Kaoru-san Die-san Shinya-san had been upstairs the whole time and had just now come down~
Shinya-san: "time to leave, come on." ( ..)
~as the others leave Kyo-san heads out~
~he stops~
~from over his shoulder Kyo-san stares at rfg18 and tw~
Kyo-san: "the both of you, were more persistant than anyone else. that takes guts. (slight blush)
tw: ".................." (♥w♥)
rfg18: "so we're gaba kawa?" (^___^)
Feb. 14th
~rfg18 was busy as usual~
~with a reference rfg18 begins work on her Valentine's chocolate~
~meanwhile tw 21emz12 and TBS were busy with theirs~
-poor tw, she was a fangirl to both Kyo-san AND Ruki-san (and maybe one more?♥) and she could only choose ONE-
tw: -expression of HOW~AM~I~SUPPOSED~TO~PICK~JUST~ONE?! (>0<
~rfg18 was working on what might be THE cutest chocolate of all~
~rfg18 was making a chocolate Kokoa-chan~
~after half an hour of work~
rfg18: "done!" :3
~rfg18 packs her work in a cooler full of dry ice~
rfg18: "it's Valentine's Day!" (^ω^)~♥
Hitsugi-san: "happy Valentine's Day! rfg18!"
~gives her gift~
Hitsugi-san: "it's Kokoa!" (0o0)
rfg18: "precisely." (^ω^)~♥
Hitsugi-san: "thank you. thank you so much!!" :')
rfg18: "you're welcome. you're welcome so much." :3
~at the end of the day tw still could not decide, so she sent Kyo-san & Ruki-san both handmade chocolate~
~on White Day rfg18 got a huge bar of white chocolate (we're talkin big as Weekly Shonen Jump) {and it really is BIG}~
Hitsugi-san apologised because it was not homemade. rfg18 said it didn't matter really whether it was homemade or not. what mattered is you were thinking of me.~ (also it matters to find a suitable place to hide it♥)
-haiku hints-(preview)
watch out it's your turn
watch out nekoboy your turn
it's coming up soon
fanfic omake #1
~this fanfic will, with luck, help explain stuff about rfg18~
~we'll dive into the various facets of her personality~
~and learn what events shaped rfg18 into what she is now~
note from rfg18
i based my character who yeah is based in part on my experiences, abilities and personality
i made my character with those aspects as well as some that are different from my own
the fanfic is my personal fantasies (hehehehe) come on none of you who have been reading along can admit that you wouldn't want {insert name of fave Jrocker here}-san as a date i'd bet everyone wants to meet {insert name of fave Jrocker here}-san in person. (yeah i see you people who are trying to look away or even deny it (`__') but to post this fanfic on theO i had to tailor it to fit within the pg-13 limit on content so..... this thing could've gotten even better (tainted wings you KNOW what i mean♥ (laugh) (ah fangirldom) mind wandering aside (sweat) i'll explain as much as i can about rfg18
onward then
~rfg18 11:37 PM 12/24/2009
«« rfg18 hates needles »»
since rfg18 had ONE horrible experience with needles at the doctor office as a child
she developed a deep rooted fear of them ever since then
so now rfg18 becomes nervous whenever the thought that she may need shots or may have blood drawn
as a child her ability to fight off many people, while it make sense to her to defend herself
it's a challenge to her doctor and to the poor nurses who are caught up in the chaos to hold her down
even though she was only a kid rfg18 was able to hold her own against five adults
nowadays rfg18 can do ONE needle and ONE only so if it fails to draw blood well then she'll be gone faster than you'd be able to stop her. the anxiety level she feels is off the chart
and if you back her into a corner trying to do anymore you'll be TKO ASAP
rfg18 was taken to have her ears pierced
noone told her that doing that would be painful beyond belief
so that only served to enforce rfg18's understanding that needles ARE bad things
so rfg18 is happy her immune system is above average so that for two years she hadn't caught anything (until the event in fanfic 5 on Dec. 24th)
feh! her doctor said "oh it'll feel like a mosquito bite."
OH REALLY?! WHAT KINDA MOSQUITO ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? A GIANT ONE?
«« rfg18 and food »»
rfg18 hates most vegetables
-hates tomatoes / likes ketchup and pasta sauce (picks tomato bits out)
loves fruit and would rather eat them over the vegetables
obvoiusly has a appetite
eats her food fast because during high school time to eat at a normal pace was impossible due to shortage on time sometimes she could not afford to eat... well rfg18 has long graduated but her habit still exists; old habits are hardest to break
rfg18 hates being hungry because
1) it hurts a lot. enough to revert to fetal position
2) it makes her moody and lethargic
3) it's noisy with all of the growls & gurgles (when this happens rfg18 is embarassed and it makes it hard to sleep )
rfg18 may skip meals because of lack of time or now to lose weight but the problems are still there
«« rfg18 is talented »»
likes video games (competitive when money is involved)
has a good sense of humor (remember the scare she gave everyone at the beach?)
likes kareoke (competitive when money is involved)
can cook
had learned to be professional at massage and then taught tainted wings, 21emmz12 and THE BONE SNATCHER
because White Tigress gets busy fast (everyone is licensed)
rfg18 is witty, smart and shrewd
«« rfg18 likes....»»
animals and has some of her own
-rfg18 often feeds stray cats and dogs and birds at the park
listening to her ipod
to nap although White Tigress is so busy she really can't
«« rfg18 dislikes....»»
spiders *on LJ's thisnekoboy community Hitsugi-san had bought a cellphone strap, it was a spider he called it cute
if he'd left it on a bench i would probably freak*
needles
vegetables (you: yeah we know those already)
«« rfg18 is Otaku »»
(well duh. if i wasn't i wouldn't have joined theO)
anyways rfg18 has a entire wall in White Tigress with eight bookshelves that enshrine her manga library all of the volumes are arranged so that on each shelf manga is stacked in rows (one row on top of another) the bookshelves are double-sided to further maximize space. her collection is organized first into shojo and shonen groups, then put in alphabetical order on these same shelves wherever there's space, are figures, plushies and gashapon. as if THAT was enough, along another wall nearby to the wall of manga is a collection of Shojo Beat, Anime Insider and Shonen Jump (rfg18 brought them over when she moved here) rfg18 spent months typing reference lists for all those issues (SJ alone has SIX years of issues... can anyone say neckache?)
«« rfg18 is weird »»
Q: what is with you not likeing tomatoes but eating ketchup?
A: tomatoes whole crushed diced sliced cooked raw etc. if i eat any i just feel sick that's why i pick out tomatoes from pasta sauce
Q: are there any other weird quirks you have?
A: i won't eat the yolk when an egg is hard boiled yet i will when an egg is scrambled~~~i love the Dir en Grey PV's for Cage and Obscure (mmm macabre)(hey! that's an album title for DEG) and i watched on youtube Kyo(san) vomit versions 2.0 and 3.0 (and i think 2.0 is better) i watched them while eating (smile) ummm...... i have a secret see if you can find it
it'll be under one of these spoiler labels
hint: www.quizilla.com/quizzes/386842/which-jrock-tummy-are-you (OK do the quiz i worked to get ALL the results)
can you guess yet? that quiz is a major hint
the answer is i have a fetish with the smexyness of Jrocker's stomachs (we're talking about guys here to be more specific)
OMG!!! i just.... admitted that in PUBLIC!! (O////o);
i search for pics and when i find some with what i like♥....
is it warm in here or is it just me? eh heh heh....
(you: it's just you)
(tw: i bet i know who you were just thinking about♥♥ >3)
(rfg18: there are NONE believe me i looked he dosen't do that -cry- )
(tw: are you sure? i saw one on GOOGLE OMG have you already seen it? (..)?)
(rfg18: hmm yeah i did whoever labeled that one was wrong. did you notice that those six piercings along his lower lip aren't there? THAT is a quick way to ID him and anyway he'd NEVER do a photoshoot like that (;___;)
fanfic 5 rfg18 omake o(≥A≤)o "yatta!"
~this was later on Christmas Day~
Hitsugi-san: "mmm you might have overdone it...." :(
rfg18: "......." "no argument here." (=_=) "though it might likely be because i was eating too fast." ( ..)
Hitsugi-san: " you've eaten fast before and had no problem, not even choking." (.. )
rfg18: "hmm.... well then you're right it was sheer quantity."(--)=3
Hitsugi-san: "but THAT many?"(. .)? (sweatdrop)
rfg18: "my stomach is not a bottomless pit, more like it's a very deep pit."|3
~there was an eating contest. tail-on shrimp was the item~
~the others never stood a chance except for one~
~ rfg18 absolutely LOVES shrimp so rfg18 easily won; at a cost~
~a dozen shrimp per plate rfg18 ate 20 plates worth~
~total of 240~
~rfg18 had won when she had finished 15 plates (180 shrimp) so she ate sixty leftover shrimp so as to not waste them~
~needless to say rfg18 was not feeling well at all~
rfg18: ~groans~ "unnnh.... my stomach is starting to seriously hurt..." (__ __)||
rfg18: *thinks* i know what i need right now. the question is do we have any?
rfg18: "no, none in the medicine cabinent." :
~so rfg18 heads to a nearby pharmacy
rfg18: "ahh here it is." :o "i'm going to need regular strength." (. .)
~rfg18 buys a jar of Tiger Balm~ *this stuff is used to relieve aches and pains and it also warms you up some*
rfg18: ~winces~ (>___<) ~her stomachache hasn't gotten better in fact it might be worsening~
~Hitsugi-san enters the room~
rfg18: "here." :| (throws jar)
Hitsugi-san: (catches jar) "what is it?" (..)?
rfg18: "pain reliever." (..) "i was just at the pharmacy to get it."
Hitsugi-san: "you went out dressed in a tank top and cargo pants?" "it's cold out there." :O
rfg18: "aww i'm fine." (^__^) "with this stuff you rub in to wherever you need it." "time for you to put to work what you've 'learned'." (-__-)
Hitsugi-san: " (.. )? ( ..)? "ME?!" Σ(00);
rfg18: "yeah YOU!" (^w^)~♥ "i would do it myself, but its ineffective" "you just can't give yourself massage." (..) b
rfg18: "easing off when its hurting them, likewise adding more as needed."
Hitsugi-san: "ok." (. .)
Hitsugi-san: "you can't hold still? you're fidgeting a lot."
rfg18: "i can't help that, i'm so ticklish!" "h- he he he he" (^///^)
Hitsugi-san: "but i just started."
~after one hour of work~ (which should have taken less time but rfg18 was fidgeting and giggling the ENTIRE time~
Hitsugi-san: (0.0) "i just felt her stomach growl through my fingertips. it made a really quiet noise too, so quiet you wouldn't hear it."
rfg18: "yeah? i heard it." "felt it too." "ugggh......." DX
Hitsugi-san: '!" "you were awake?" (0_0)
Hitsugi-san: "are you hungry?" :)
rfg18: "mmm, not now....." (- -) (~O~)*yawn*
~low growl~
rfg18: ".....you are though." (smile) "if you want i can hook you up to a feeding tube or even force feed you♥."
Hitsugi-san: "umm.... that's ok i won't need either one." (^_^)' (sweatdrop)
~rfg18 gets up~
rfg18: "oh by the way, your massage work was great. whoever taught you has done a fine job indeed." ( T)
~rfg18 heads over to the table~
~rfg18 buries herself under the kotatsu and immediately falls asleep~
rfg18: ( _ _) ZZZzzzz
Hitsugi-san: ( 00) "................." 6(^///^) "hehe." "hmm that was a compliment to both of us."
~next day rfg18 woke up early~
~very early~
rfg18: "AHHH! MY STOMACH FEELS LIKE IT SHRUNK!!" (>O<)╬
~back to normal (?)~
