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Mood: amused
Song: Summer Nights
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sugar's an old dog
more and more health problems are coming up
so if i suddenly stop replying
just give me time
i don't want to jinx anything
but there was talk of putting her down
but we're broke right now and til the end of the month
so there was talk of using a gun.........
i seriously hope she picks up
fanfic 46 omake
at: [....... should've seen this coming her reaction is understandable] -enters ren's room-
at: umm.... yeah i guess you're shocked i returned.....
ren: .............................
at: ........and i never explained anything.......or contacted anyone
ren: .....................
at: yet i still have the guts to come back and try to explain myself
ren: ...........
-window is opened quietly-
at: the reason was-- -♫♪♪♫♪♪♫- hello?
Bonez: watch out she jumped out of her window last time
at: yeah i remember.......
Bonez: she hurt herself from the fall and we don't want that again....
at: no we don't.....
-thud-
at: huh? OMG!! -runs over to the window- [landed much better this time] WHERE ARE YOU GOING? REN ANSWER ME!
~at runs to catch up~
~ren manages to cross the road just before the crossing light hits red so at must wait until it hits green~ ~by the time it's safe to cross ren has disappeared~
at: she should be at the beach.... [ah! on the pier] REEEEN!
ren: ...................
at: let me explain, i only intended to stay a little while; i ended up staying a few months
ren: i called! unavaliable!
at: i lost service temoprarily.
ren: i emailed! unavailable!
at: my laptop battery died!
ren: so there was no other way to contact us? payphone morse code message in a bottle smoke signals?
at: i'm very sorry that i didn't contact you and caused you distress
ren: 'distress'? you know how most of an iceberg you never see? 'distress won't let you see the entire picture let's bring you into the Relm of Memories.
at: i haven't been inside for a long time, i'm sure there are dozens of new doors.
ren: enter.
at: wow there are dozens and dozens of new doors!
ren: let's go.
->Bad Memories
at: hmm these were locked after i saw them... the others saw?
ren: yes.
at: and?
ren: a greater understanding of ren was achieved.
at: this is the door?
ren: see for yourself. you still remember how?
~she touches the lock; disolving it the memory is unlocked~
<< hmm somethings not right >>
<< a note from dada? >>
<< she left? >>
(( ren? what's wrong ))
(( you're crying? ))
((she's gone?! ))
(( ren?? ))
(( come back!! ))
<< phone! >>
<< number no longer avaliable?! >>
<< redial >>
<< no longer avaliable!? >>
<< email! surely >>
<< what happened to you? where are you?! SEND! >>
<< the contact you have used has you blocked please use another or cancel >>
[a shout of overwhelming loss]
<< why!? >>
[repeatedly smashing her head against the boardwalk]
<< why!? >>
[smash]
<< why!? >>
[cuts open wrists gouges throat]
((stop ren!))
((ren!!))
((REN STOP!!))
((HITSUGI-SAN GET OVER HERE FAST WE NEED YOUR HELP!!))
((ren i'm here!))
((don't go near her!!))
<< leave me alone.. >>
((it's ok i'm here))
<< leave me alone... >>
<< i shall be of solitude and isolation >>
((you're going to be alright))
[three long thin cuts over his shoulder]
((leave me!))
((no! i won't))
[two more cuts]
((leave!))
((if i do then i'll never forgive myself))
((LEAVE NOW!))
[a firm grip]
((let me go!))
((i WON'T!!))
[five more cuts]
((ren fainted!))
((oh no Hitaugi-san!!))
-memory fades away-
ren: and that's it.
at: ...........................
ren: ...............................
at: -hugs ren suddenly- because you're not pulling me off does that mean i'm forgiven?
ren: -gazing out to the horizon-
at: ren?
ren: -still gazing-
at: -pokes her side gently-
ren: -stillll gazing-
at: ╬ -pokes her side- [too hard]
ren: ow! what was that for?!
at: am i forgiven for causing such a emotional upset?
ren: ehh why not.
at: why not? that doesn't sound certain!
ren: why not?
at: why not ok?
ren: why not why not?
at: what?
ren: now your asking the questions?
at: huh?
ren: what?
at: wait a minute why are we doing this?
ren: doing what?
at: doing what?!
ren: now you're a parrot?
at: ehh??
ren: nnn?
at: ren quit that!! [╬╬]
ren: thank you and good night i'm here til next sunday
at: reeeen!!!
ren: enka kana natsumi miko Kokoa
at: mmm haven't changed at all
fanfic 46
~unexpectedly someone has returned.....~
~a someone who's disappearence had created distress and chaos~
~months ago a close friend up and left ren was left confused distraught and crushed~ ~attempts to calm her were useless until Hitsugi-kun stepped up to calm her down, though he was moderately injured~
~a sense of normal had already returned but that was about to be shaken to the foundation...~
at: home at last! -knok knok-
Bonez: hmm we never got a client call.... and if it's Hitsugi-san then he would just come in so who..... -opens door-
at: Bonez!
Bonez: da-da?!
at: i changed my name so now i'm amber-tears but we can still use da-da.
Bonez: well luckly enough ren is out, how do you explain your sudden appearence?
at: what's there to explain?
Bonez: your sudden disappearence left her hurt and upset so we can't expect her to just act as if nothing ever happened...
at: mmmm your right. this won't be easy... oh someone's comeing in!
ren: ah ha ha ha you wouldn't believe his face afterwards! i'm wondering what the next gear might be♥---
at: hey ren!
ren: hmm?-turns around- -stunned & speechless-
anglsu & emz: dada! you came back!
ren: WHY?!
~in a flash she runs upstairs~
anglsu: should we call him?
Ai-chan: that might help...
emz: i'll get the phone
Bonez: no. the two of them need to work this out alone.
-giggles- ¬x¬
