~epilogue to fanfic 8~
~when rfg18 was found laying on the sand she seemed fine~
~but physically she was a wreck~
~when Ruka-san and Sakito-san helped her to stand thery both noticed she was underweight~
~rfg18 had been laying on the beach for two days~
~rfg18 staggers and is caught by Hitsugi-san before she could fall~
~it was obvious by her noisy stomach that she was hungry~
~it was obvious by her hiding behind her hoodie so awkwardly that rfg18 was deeply embarassed too~
~that sudden reaction by rfg18 lightened the mood~
~so everyone heads to White Tigress so rfg18 can regain her strength because as is she has no energy to eat~
~morning~
~has rfg18 reovered?~
tw: "i'm worried." D: rfg18 hasn't moved much, all she does is sleep."
TBS: "let's take her to the hospital." :(
~at the hospital~ [same one from fanfic 7]
Doctor: "let's weigh her." ( ..)
Doctor: "!" "45 kg! (*under 100 lbs) "she should weigh around 50kg!".
~doctor writes out a prescription~
Doctor: "this is what youneed to do, it'll help her regain her strength." "only then will she start to recover." (. .)
~at White Tigress~
~tw TBS 21emz12 and Hitsugi-san are sitting in chairs on the main floor~
tw: "it seems she wouldn't eat the entire time we we were gone." (. .)
tw: "there is more to her story......." (¬__¬)
tw: "her parents frequently left her alone while she was only a kid. they never hugged her or gave her praise." "she was eventually abandoned, for weeks she wandered around." she already knew they didn't care but still clung onto the hope that maybe, she was wrong." "they never hugged her so it was a strange idea to her to be touched, they always came back eventually but once they left..... "it scares her to the core to be alone and then she refuses to eat." "so we try to stay nearby otherwise the solitude will bring out her self harm tendancies." " rfg18 likes the beach it brings her peace." "so she'll try to get there before she starts to hurt herself." "if you look," :(
~tw gently pulls up rfg18's sleeves~
~on her arms there are thin scars faded by time~
~their number increase as you look down rfg18's arms~
~at her wrists the scars are deeper and longer~
tw: "those aren't all she has." ( ..)
~tw brushes aside rfg18's hair to reveal where she clawed at her throat~ ~there were some that looked very recent~
tw: "when we all left and rfg18 was alone, it must have triggered flashbacks and she started to scratch at her throat by instinct, those fresh ones are right over old ones." ( ..) "when we asked why she was doing that she said ["clawing at my throat or wrists does make me bleed, but somehow i fell better afterwards, the sight of my own blood, i think, helps me repent for whatever i did. that's all."> " as she said that she smiled a little, although it was a sad smile." "she seemed to think that somehow she had caused her parents to abandon her and that this was how she would atone."
tw: "............" "her heart suffered so much emotional damage, so she hurts herself to try and alieviate her sadness, and pain :(
tw: "she keeps all of her negative emotions bottled up so as to not burden others with her problems." (- -)
tw: "you can help her heal her emotionally Hitsugi-san because i don't think she'll be able to keep everything bottled up much longer." "she is seriously worried that one day you'll disappear and leave forever." D:
tw: "rfg18's emotional and mental state are fragile, if somehow she thinks we've all abandoned her she'll break, and she'll never be the same again." :(
Hitsugi-san: "..............." -expression is neutral-
tw: can you do it?" (. .)
Hitsugi-san: "i must." (determined)
~rfg18 stirs~
~rfg18 wakes up~
~rfg18 falls back asleep~
Haiku Hints -preview-
what's going to happen?
how will Hitsugi-san help?
how will rfg18 help him?
hehehe the next post will be fanfic 9
