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feeling: confused and sad
time 10:23 pm
listening to: the WORLD
song playing in mind: Ain't Afraid to Die
so anglsu PMs me that she was unsubscribed by one of our friends
and i think
[well that may have been by accident no need to jump to conclusions]
i check my subscriber list
[huh? they're gone!]
i go over and check their subscribed list
angelsu is gone, i'm gone, emmz is gone too
and as i type this
it's hard to NOT have every possible reason why flash across my mind
and yeah perhaps some of theO's tween members would just say
"whaaat?! they unsubscribed me!! i can't believe that jerk!! D< well i'll just unsubscribe THEM! HAH TAKE THAT!!" >D
but....
that is most immature for someone at my age
[the saying act your age not your shoe size has importance]
and i won't do that
i'll assume that some serious world reworking reconstructing is going on
and i'll wait
wait
wait until we're invited back
that's all i can do is wait
........and hope
hope that we haven't been unfriended for good
i mean just a heads up
would be nice ya know?
well i guess i'll.......
hnnn i don't know what else to do while these clips DL
noone has said anything about these fanfic fanarts i posted
and i figured i'd be happily talking about them by now
i guess watch the ones i have?
i need something to lift my mood
i have 18 or 19 subscribers
3 i talk to regularly
a few are occasional
the rest, not a word
