fanfic 38 omake 2
emz: Hitsugi-san..... what happened?
anglsu: you shook, cried, yelled in agony was it that bad?
Hitsugi-san: how ren is today how she used to be, all are the result of the horrors i experianced.... there's a reason for everything.
Ai-chan & Bonez: tell us!
Hitsugi-san: -looks at ren-
ren: since they didn't see it directly it's fine for you to describe it......
Hitsugi-san:.............. she was beat by her parents frequently, even as an infant, she was unloved and unwanted. she was hated for merely existing, her parents fought constantly, so she was loved by animals and she loved them in return. the one person who was ever kind to her died of old age a dog she cared for was hit by a car and died right in front of her. assassins hunted her, she fought to survive a deadly encounter. she kills them but was injured badly. the taste and smell of blood are so constant she not only gets used to it but grows to like it too. in order to live she had to keep moving towards some place safe even if she was in agonizing pain. she nearly starved to death on more than one occasion, it was unbelievably painful
Bonez: so the reason she doesn't want to lose you is because she was never loved by another person.....
Hitsugi-san: yes.
Bonez: so she instead was loved by animals
Hitsugi-san: yeah and she loved them equally
Bonez: and that is why she comsumed her own blood? because it was such a frequent thing she grew accustomed to?
Hitsugi-san: yes, it tasted horrible!
Bonez: and even if she's badly hurt she still insists on moving...
Hitsugi-san: her only way to survive.
Bonez: she almost died of hunger....
Hitsugi-san: sometimes it'd be a week before she found anything..... now i understand how she can make it a mere few days.
emz Ai-chan anglsu: -speechless-
Hitsugi-san: once you know all of this it really makes you appreciate what you have....
Bonez emz Ai-chan anglsu: indeed.....
ren: despite all of that......... the Good Memories path has many more doors with memories of much deeper importance. they outweigh everything on the Bad Mamories path. despite what life has thrown my way the things i treasure the most are all right in this room at this very moment and all of you alone is more than enough to carry me through....
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Doctor: ok she can go home now
ren: i need a good meal good sleep good soak good love makin♥
Hitsugi-san: TLC?
ren: maybe but IOU.
Hitsugi-san: huh?
ren: my life was saved by you so IOU love makin♥
Hitsugi-san: ah!
see things are gonna get better
