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it seems like im getting hurt more easily..... people say stuff or dont do things
and i feel bad..
UGHGHHH I FEEL LIKE IM GETTING SOFTER EMOTIONALLY!!

i mean damnnnnn ittt
gah
that and im just feeling like my like my brain is just becoming confused alot about life.... i mean ughh i sorta like someone but i dunno how to go about it
and someone else likes me so i give them a chance and i went on some dates with the person
and GOD IT SUCKED! i seen a good movie but besides that it was just boring, i like the guy as a friend but now i'd rather not even give him another chance like i said i would......
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eh if i can work up the courage maybe i'll ask this one person out... tho maybe i might wait til college and shove the feeling in the back of my head and just you know totally forget the feeling, cause i dunt wanna make the friendship we have awkward
what does anyone that reads my world think?
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but umm yeah...in other news in my life....my brother has been in the hospital since last week thursday but he's getting out of the hospital tomorrow.....hopefully

but yeah/......but i can't wait til spring break or sometime when i have ABSOLUTELY NO HOMEWORK!! D:

I WANNA JUST SLEEP AND DO CRAP NOTHING!!