colleeggeee land
this is gonna be depressing and pissy just warning the few people who actually read my blog about my pathetic life.
im basically at the end of my optimistic rope right now....
hoping for any happiness isn't going well for me...
i'm at an end..
my major of choice isnt working out well
why because im a dumbass who thought bio would be easy
for those who are in the middle of a choice of major....find one that you can truly say makes you happy enough to try for it
not one, you wanna get a halfass dream job in
what i mean is a dream that you're determined to do
...because i've realized alot of things about myself after a month and a half of being in college
i'm a halfassed dreamer....
i have dreams but i never wanna put in the work to put it into action
which isnt good
i try these things or have these ideas.
but i can never put the work into action for these half ass dreams
and even though i try to seem confident...
i'm just really a girl who's realizing that
she truly has Social Anxiety...
that hides and clings to her friends....
college made me realize alot of things....
that i have to grow up and really make something of myself
because now i'm just making a dumbass shame of my family.....
comment if you want but this is just my post to let out mt stress
