a new post... after an entire semester

i realize that the last time i posted was at the very beginning of fall semester.

now fall semester is over.

well... you see... the love of my life dumped me. i swear, i felt like it came out of nowhere.

looking back, i now believe that there had been signs for about a year now. i guess that i just WANTED things to work out so badly that i ignored these signs that things were not working out.

after two months of accepting the blow... i think i MIGHT be over it. lol.

it would have been easier if i had close female friends, but the fact is that i do not. i'm a loner, and i always have been.

i have many distant friends, ones you might go to a movie with every month or so, or perhaps contact via email, but i do not really have any friends who i feel comfortable talking to.

i'd much rather write things down. so i have been.

and... now, school is out for... oh, about a week more (lol).

i am taking stats in the spring and i am NOT looking forward to it. :-p

i've read all of the comics i'd been meaning to read (but just didn't have to time) and i've watched a bit of tv (a little goes a LONG way)

so... now i've returned to the internet.

i think that i may still log in (at least once a week or so) during semester.

during the fall, i took three intensive writing courses and one easy class (lol). i spent my time writing.

i'm thinking i should have some internet free time this semester. we shall see.

Happy New Year!

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