.. Ah..
Um.. Well, I'm a tad bit scared, methinks...
You see..

There's this guy I dated yeeears ago ((I may have mentioned him in some reaally old post on my myOtaku account)).. I met him at my church, so he must be a good guy, right? Heh.. heh.... not exactly......
I'll just give the short and sweet version rather than list every last reason as to why I'm so concerned...:
The day we met, he mentioned liking me and blahblahblah didn't want to ask me out 'cause he didn't know me yet and wanted to talk to me for a while yaddayaddayadda.... We dated for a month or two until I couldn't take it anymore.. He lied to me a LOT (especially about himself), hated everything about me, treated me like I was insane without joking about it, did things over the phone to deliberately make me think I was going crazy, very violent and hurt me, and told me that I shouldn't follow such a "stupid" God ((You do not say anything like this to a Christian))... And he was very suggestive as if he was trying to force himself on me..

So.... Why am I scared of someone I haven't seen in years?? Welll.. He decided to stop by my house yesterday looking for me... And wants to hang out some time..
So.. Why am I scared again..? You see... This has been a fear of mine ever since I broke up with him.. because he didn't want to let me go... Despite all the crap he put me through, he was obsessed over me.... I've been a little scared that if I see him alone, he'll attack me or something..

Ehhh...
On a lighter note......

Expect an adorable picture of random chibis drawing a portrait of yours truly!! =D;; Yes, can you believe it! I have permission to draw in anime style!!!!
... Now I just have to take my mock-up, finish writing notes all along the edges of the page, and redraw the whole thing on a much larger piece of paper.. xD;;
Which, actually, I should probly start on....

Laterz! *hands out cookies and muffins..... and chili, for anyone that doesn't like cookies or muffins..*