I hate them... D=
It's like there's some conspiracy against me or something TT^TT
Last year, I tried applying for a summer Co-op position.. really needed the work experience and moneys.... No, no...
Lady- "So.. How old are you, by the way? 17 or 18?"
Me- "Buh.. I'm still 16, I'll be 17 by next.." -whateverday, I don't remember xD-
Lady- "Uhm... I'm sorry, you have to be 17 before we interview you, and those will be all next week before you turn 17. So, sorry! You can't get the job =D"
So happy, right..? xD
Today...
Receptionist- "Oh, we don't give out applications anymore, you'll have to do it online. *hands pamphlet with link*"
Me- "Buhh... Kay... O_____o; You did applications last time, but whatever..."
I just finished filling a bunch of crap out.... Apparently, because I have absolutely no job history, I can't fill out an application! Even MORE happy considering the money problems in the household. =D I really needed this job, but NUUUUUU! I can't get what I actually need because they're all butt-holes >O
Oh, and you know what else? I hate ebay! I need a tablet for me to do my animation, and dad decided to go to ebay so that he could bid for one below full price ((Like, I came close to a Wacom Intuos for about $50 XD)).. Well, all the bids kept screwing up, so he just purchased one from some lady.....
That was two weeks ago... Still no tablet, and we have $150 just SITTING because this WITCH has decided to withhold what we have rightfully purchased! Apparently, despite a few satisfied customers, she's had a lot of complaints from people because of her actions... GEE, I wonder why?? Maybe because, SHE'S A PAIN-IN-THE-BUM with nothing better to do with her life than screw people over!
My portfolio is due in a little more than two weeks... We're planning on taking it in by the end of the month to be sure they actually receive the materials. At this rate, I'm not doing an animation for them!
Anyone else want to screw up my life? Go ahead, I could use the extra anger and frustration! Apparently I don't get enough >O
*sigh*
... I wish I knew what God has planned.... 'cause right now, this seems to be a rather sucky deal.. I've tried to be optimistic, thanking Him for the little things, and I just got back into the swing of things.. I'd had a bit of a "backing off" moment for a while now without really realizing it, and now I'm trying to build myself back up... but it's really hard to do yourself, and I don't really have a whole lot of Christian friends left to help me up.... One of them hasn't been much of a friend since an incident involving my last ex-boyfriend.. two others I practically never see or get to speak to anymore... I was out of church for a few weeks for various reasons, so that threw me off as well.... I need so much prayer and support it's not even funny...
No, I don't think that this is my punishment from God... It's just what I get for making myself open to demonic attacks.... I really need to send out my prayer request.. So, if anyone out there is listening.. please keep me in mind.. because the more people who pray on a subject, and the more they pray, leads to amazing results that we couldn't dream of any other way....
I'll keep trying to be more optimistic, I know I need to be...
Thanks for reading.
