OK so this world is like all my other worlds.It includes all,no most,of my poetry and a few other things.So basically this realm is where you will find most of my poems.If you would like to request anything,please do.I love to write poetry and lots of it tells a story from different points of view.So if you would like me to write a poem about someone or something,please just send a comment or message me.

My worst nightmare

I sit here on the ground crying my heart out
I can't breathe
It feels like my lungs are being crushed
I try and breathe but it's pointless
Tears fall unchecked down my cheeks
My face is so red from crying so much
It hurts so much
All I can do is cry
Nothing else
Before me lays the dead bodies of those I truly loved
My mom and dad
My sister and brother
My friends
All the people I loved and held close to my heart
I can't help it
I can't stop crying
I loved them all so much
Seeing them laying their
All stiff and pale
Oh God!
What am I going to do?
How can I possibly go on?
I loved them
I lived for them
I woke up every morning to see their faces
Now their dead
And I have nothing to live for
Why?
I'm still crying when the paramedics come
I can't help but cry even more when they take the dead
And lifeless bodies of my family away
One of the paramedics tries to calm me down
But that's not going to stop me from crying
Because I lost what I held close to my heart
And now there is no point in living
I try to stop crying but everytime I see a body go by
All I can do is cry
I hadn't realized how much I loved them
But sitting her on the ground crying this much
Makes me realize just how much I do
I can feel my heart begin to shatter into a thousand pieces
But I don't care anymore
Because I know what this is
This is my worst nightmare

Bored!!!!

Hey guys,I it's been a long ass time since I've written a post.I got kind of caught up in my moments.
I'm falling behind in school and my mom has been pretty bitchy about the situation.She told me to get caught up with the rest of my classmates otherwise she won't let me go anywhere with my friend's and my BF.So I caught up on my work and now I can do anything i want.For the moment anyway.So I thought I would post a favorite vid of mine.Hope you like it.

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I had thought you the kindest of men
I had thought you were above all of the human race
I had thought you loved me
But what I thought was wrong
Because when the ime came for you to be put to the test
You failed
You were to show to whom you were loyal to
And you chose the humans over me
When you did this
It felt like my heart was going to shatter into a thousand pieces
I had no one to go to
I had no one to comfort me
I had no one to love me
I stood there and watched you go back into the world of the humans
I stood there even when everyone else left
I stood there and cried my heart out
Every now and then
A portal opens to the world of humans
I would go through that portal and look for you
But time flows differently in the world of the humans
Because years pass far more quickly than they do in my land
I wander the streets of the many cities man has built
Looking for you
I find nothing but blank stares
When the portals open again
I go back through to my homeland
And walk the land
Wiht a broken heart
And a terrible longing
I can scarce fathom
I stop at a nearby lake
Walk into the water until I reach the deepest part
And never surface
For it is my unfortunate end
I loved a mortal when I shouldn't have
Now I have to pay the price
Because there is a terrible longing deep within me
That cannot be satisfied
So I ask the Old Ones
May I be forgiven,
Or must I be condemned for the crime I have committed?

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Why?
Why did you do this to me?
How could you?
I hate it when this happens
You always want to come back to me
And as stupid as I am
I let you come back
I should have learned the first time
You would always do this to me
God,what is wrong with me?
I want to be with you
But I don't know if I can handle another heartbreak
Though I do love you
I think it's best we go our seperate ways
I should never have listened to you in the first place
Because you lied to me
I'm even more stupid for letting you back into my life
You would go to her when I was gone
Or when I was with my family
I'll bet she wants you to leave me
But your too hung up on the fact that you got two girls
Well your wrong
You only have one
And she's the one you sneek off with every time
I,on the other hand,
Will dump you like you were yesterday's news
Hey what can I say?
It's just the I am

Bored!!!!

OMG!I hate it when I have nothing to do but work,work,work,and more work.I hate it!I just wished people could get off my back about getting my work in on time.Geez,I would hand it in on time if people wouldn't keep bugging me about it.I have so many things to do and so little time to do it.So I can't do homework and help out my parents with house work.
Well I gotta go,the english teacher is sitting right next to me.She's really pissed off at me.