Your life ended sooner than anyone had anticipated
Sooner than anyone would have liked
Far sooner than you had thought
You had lots of friends
More than I ever did
You even had your fair share of enemies
Though you thought to call them friends'
I even have to admit,
Though it shames me so,
That I was jealous of you
You had more friends than I ever did
You were well respected
Everyone loved you
You were even prettier than me
And I couldn't help but feel jealous towards you
It was really pathetic of me
Stupid,to be honest,
But that's how I felt
I know I shoudln't have felt that way towards you
But I did
I was always jealous because you made friends' easily
Too easily
Every time I saw you with your friends' I couldn't help but feel angry at you
And jealous because you had friends' when I didn't
I wished...I wished I could have...
I just wished I didn't feel like that towards you
Because you were part of my family
You were my little sister
And you should have been treate like one
Instead I treated you very badly
I thought the worst about you
I said horrible thing's behind your back
And I didn't even get a chance to tell you
Nor did I get a chance to tell you that I'm sorry
I'm so,so sorry
And I mean that with all my heart
Honestly
But that doesn't change anything between us,
Does it?
Because your gone from this damned place
You were set free
You were called home
And you went without protest
I'm glad your in a better place
But I just wished I could have had a second chance with you
And I wished I could have said,"I'm sorry for everything."
Dedicated to
LaTressa
Lee
Walker
1992-2008
Your family loves you and truly misses you.
