I sit here on the ground crying my heart out
I can't breathe
It feels like my lungs are being crushed
I try and breathe but it's pointless
Tears fall unchecked down my cheeks
My face is so red from crying so much
It hurts so much
All I can do is cry
Nothing else
Before me lays the dead bodies of those I truly loved
My mom and dad
My sister and brother
My friends
All the people I loved and held close to my heart
I can't help it
I can't stop crying
I loved them all so much
Seeing them laying their
All stiff and pale
Oh God!
What am I going to do?
How can I possibly go on?
I loved them
I lived for them
I woke up every morning to see their faces
Now their dead
And I have nothing to live for
Why?
I'm still crying when the paramedics come
I can't help but cry even more when they take the dead
And lifeless bodies of my family away
One of the paramedics tries to calm me down
But that's not going to stop me from crying
Because I lost what I held close to my heart
And now there is no point in living
I try to stop crying but everytime I see a body go by
All I can do is cry
I hadn't realized how much I loved them
But sitting her on the ground crying this much
Makes me realize just how much I do
I can feel my heart begin to shatter into a thousand pieces
But I don't care anymore
Because I know what this is
This is my worst nightmare