Hmm where to Start, my names Alex. ^^
I'm broken and im not easy to understand, I write poetry and love the show naruto. I'm not good at explaining myself and I dont know what to write haha so umm..if u wanna know more about me just ask.

For The Moment That Could Last Forever

Is it all just for memories,
What is love but this aching feeling in my heart.
Just hold me close and hold me tight,
I promise my love no more fight.
Your what makes my heart pump blood what gives me life,
I fall asleep dreaming of you hoping to never wake up.
What if I told you that I loved you,
What if you told me you loved me too,
What if we were ment to be,
What if were something that could work,
What if i told you your the pain in my heart.
Its only "What If" but it feels so real.
I wanna wake up every morning next to you,
What I am getting at is your my love..your the one that makes my heart beat when it stands still.
your the one that keeps me warm inside and this fire ablaze.
Now hold me close and hold me tight,
I wanna feel our hearts beat together as we kiss in the night.

By: Soul Assasin

Dying Like You But On The Inside

I don't think that your gone,
Because every morning when I wake to dawn.
And see your face lying next to me,
I didn't think this could ever be...
I'm not sure what I've done this past year,
I still think your with me to hide my fear.
I still feel your breathe while I cry,
But these feelings are just lies.
...I know that your already dead,
But I promised and I said,
"That we'd be together no matter what".
So don't blame me for this cut.
Its the closest I'll be with you,
Because I've always loved you too...

By: Soul Assasin

A Black Nightmare

She suffered from a nightmare,
her deppression that she couldn't bare.
A split between dream and strife,
Her nightmare had become her life.
She had to live her life this way,
Her mind once filled with great intentions were now gray.
There was nothing left she wanted..
As she laid her eyeliner smeared,
While she cried remembering what she feared.
She got up and took the bloody needle from her drawer,
And felt nothing as she watched her blood hit the floor.
One moment later she woke up by the graveyard,
And looked at her lovers grave as if it were barred.
The grass was then filled with blood,
Her wrists burned as she fell in the rain slamming her fist in the mud.
She tore the knife from her pocket,
And slit her throat tearing her vocal chord from her socket.
Where her dreams faded away,
It was at that moment she was killed by the nightmare...

By: Soul Assasin

Decay

I built these walls to keep you out,
Now all thats in here is my doubt.
How could I love something I hate,
I'm sorry but I was too late.
I can feel the pressure of this delay,
The words I told you have decay.
I wasn't sure at the time who I was..
So please fogive me as i fade away,
And drown in my indulgence of decay.

By: Soul Assasin

Once lived through vitals death comes to my slow suicide

This error like a mechanical breakdown,
I feel the weight so light now zero ground.
My existance short lived in the dark,
Where I lay invisible no mark.
This small confinenment that I only know.
Like the knife in the mirror on my arm no control.
I've spent my days killing myself in here,
its not you but this thing I see in the mirror that I fear.
To be right you don't know how it feels,
These suicides acting on these deals.
The dead take up the space,
You have no control, Humans all failing trying to live grace.
this place raising inner shells,
In the end we'll all be the one's that kill ourselves.

By: Soul Assasin