new year's resolutions..

got one..? i got some... XD

* backgrounds.. i never really put any effort on the backgrounds coz i thought it's troublesome.. lol.. but i figured i should put more consideration on that part.. *duh* XD

* illustrations.. enough with the portraits and profile pics.. i think some of my illustrations are expressive enough regardless of how people interpret my pictures.. XD thats why i'll work on that too...

* procrastination... *shot* year after year i try not to be a procrastinator but i'll change that.. therefore, my procrastination should not exceed more than 2 months... XD

* world updates.. there's 2 worlds that i dont update much: manga clips and drawing contest.. i'd like to leave the manga clips world but i think i'll change the drawing contest for something something.. =P

i really really appreciate the hugs and favs.. most especially the comments.. theO has this hug feature that if u like it, u hug it and people dont bother commenting.. but whenever i see comments, i just think that they took their time to write something about it and that really makes me happy.. it motivates me even more.. thus i'll do my best and get better.. thank u guys for being such an inspiration and wish me luck on these resolutions... LOL....... good luck on ur resolutions too..~~ =P

happy new year.. *hugs*

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this picture was taken by my brother on christmas eve..~~

turkey on the left: *arms on waist* back off mister..~ *kick kick*
turkey on the right: (@o@) no~~ run...!!
oven: (+o+) raaarr..~~!! u'll be eaten.. mwahahah...

lol...........

delight and disappointment..

ciaosu..~~ everyone doing well...? gaaah... break is just around the corner.. finally..... XD

some updates....

delightful news... i joined a contest held by kisekimanga.com.. my entry was one of the top 10... kyaah...~~~

this entry:

it was a pleasant pleasant news....

view journal entry here and the contest entries here

disappointing news for me.... ugh.. i just thought it was so unfair.. putting it like this, if one person studied more than the other, the teacher gives harder questions to that person who studied more.. gets..? XD it's not about studying btw but i'll just leave it as that... pfft.. i just felt like my effort was crushed coz i got a lower mark than the one who put less effort for that matter.... just because of that... uh hello..? what happened to equality..?? v_v"

back to good news...

im going back to winnipeg tonight.... waaaii..~~~ i'll be able to scan and post some of the stuff i have... not much coz school projects were deadly.. like seriously... i still have to hand in the modeling *building* final and a programming homework due this midnight... XD

oh and yes.. pls check the music i composed for my audio final exam...~~ <3

just previews.. for the background music, *i played it twice..* i might continue the composition if it'll be used for our upcoming rpg but i doubt it.. got a good grade for the audio already and im happy with it.. kinda ironic how i used to complain about music editing for my previous videos.. lol... im kinda enjoying it now.. XD

for the concepts, go to my deviantart gallery to view it conveniently.. character concept

thanks for viewing/listening.. feedbacks are greatly appreciated.. thank you..~~

random pic....

the building im suppose to model for the modeling final exam... XD

not even started and it's due in less than 10hrs... XD

what about life.. eh..?

dear life.. how are u..? me..? im asking u..... lol... how's everyone...? *cheers* i've been updating some art stuff but could hardly respond.. guestbook hugs... lol... who started this..? really.. tsk... ur tempting me to go over my internet bandwidth.. XD i just thought it's like an etiquette to return these hugs.. so i'll eventually return them to u guys one of these days... XD

aight so yeh.. i mentioned something about my internet data usage limit... curious about the limit..? it's 500MB.. yes MB my gosh...... and thats just like watching less than 15 anime episodes a month........ >A<; it's not even a week yet but im already at 400mb...... gaaaah...... im trying to save as little data as possible.. typing this offline.. posting some stuff at school... downloading some stuff at school.. but geee.. homeworks, game project stuffs are all done after school so im really bound to download them on my own internet... TT^TT i so want to ask my parents for at least 5gb worth of data a month but thats like impossible at the moment.. i feel so bad for asking too much..... someone pat my hair.. *gaah dont touch my hair..~~* lol..

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game project...

omg omg...... we already started writing the story that i strictly cant tell but the story started from my idea.. basically it's my story but about 8 people pitched in their ideas so it kinda changed.. still, the core idea is mine.. mwahahah..... lol... the art style, mine too....~~ mwhahaha.....~~~ rofl....... costume designs.. naah.. pass.. lol.. i dont like my designs.. thats one thing im not confident so i passed that creative director position and just went for the art director.. XD somebody do the design and i'll just draw it... and thats how it is.. =P

as for the main character, if u see my fanart of sasuke, they liked it so we're going for that attitude.. more spoilers..? it's anime style... of course.. im the artist.. what do u expect... lol... it's rpg...... and we're trying to go for simplicity as well so go for what im most comfortable with.. =P

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other news..

some profs encouraged me to appeal to some game studio that could possibly let me in and do some job for them.. like internship or volunteer meaning i wont get paid until i get enough experience or so... it was very flattering to hear that from my profs but i also feel like im not ready yet... i am so not ready for that yet...... XD besides, i want to focus on our game first... lol... i feel like im letting an awesome chance pass by... but i must focus on whats in front of me first... gaaah... give me more time... my monster concepts for the other game project isnt done yet.... >A<; i'll post some rejected concepts in my wip world once i get them scanned...

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random pic..

a handout from my concept art class.. reminding us about how important warm ups are... XD

does anyone do this..? o.o"

personally, i dont.. i think it's a waste of time and scratch paper.. lol... i get tired easily.. my hands are spoiled.. they wont even last for 30mins thats why i pause every 15-30mins or so.. *such a procrastinator* XD

but yeh.. everytime our concept art class starts, i saw everyone taking some paper and does this.. me...... eeh.. i was lazy and bored so i scribbled on the hand out instead... XD those circles are already drawn out but it was just tempting me to draw something out of it.. most of those expressions are mostly what i was feeling at that time.. lol..

aight.. if u can follow, here's their dialog.. lol..

(at the top: surprised) "oh we have to do this..?!" (to it's right) "pfft.. it's troublesome.." (sleeping) "im tired.." (below it) "hey, dont ignore work!" (below it, hiding) "my works are lousy, dont look.." (crying) "waaah.. i cant draw when im tired.. forgive me!" (curious eyes) "huh....." and so on........

lol there's quite a lot and im tired.. feel free to interpret it however u want.. lol.. it was fun... =P

oh yeh.. my math notes are on the back of the page.. this hand out really became a scratch paper.. but thats my warm up right there.. =P

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eeeh.. it's a long post.. took me days to edit this.. this should've been posted last week but yeh... limited internet just kills my social life on the internet.. =,="

thanks always for the feedbacks.. for the comments, favs and hugs on my works.. i really appreciate them all.. i'll get back to u guys soon..~~ ciao..~~~ *hugs*

limit..

TT^TT

from the title itself.. im limited on a bunch of things.. internet is limited.. not unlimited data usage anymore.. i've been living dependently for 2months already and it's quite ok.. but yeh.. i have to limit my web browsing and such... =/

money... tsk tsk.. i have to limit my expenses too..... this is why commission is handy coz i get extra money but i dont get enough commissions... even if i do get commissions, i dont think i can get enough time to do them... thats why im limited on time too... >x<"

school stuff.. maybe it's because we're almost done this sem so our life outside is kinda limited.. pfft.. there's just a lot to do.. i just realized that... but uggh.. *hangs on* XD

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oh.. thank u so so much for the sudden jump of subscribers... o.o" i checked the members portal and saw my previous number and then i have 10+ more.. kyaah..~~ thank u.. this doesnt happen that frequent.. i really appreciate it.. *hugs* and for the 11,000+ hugs... kyaaah..~~~ thanks u so so much..... TTwTT it's a great source of motivation.. *hugs* thanks guys..~~ <3

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question though.. i feel like im bothering some of u with my blog posts.. XD i wonder what are u interested in hearing from me whenever i post in this world.. XD

of course pics are fun... <3

random pic..

hehehe so cute... im working on some monster concepts and i needed a frog reference and found this... XD i'll probably post some of my concepts.. the ones that are rejected.. XD

current mood:

>x<"

game project update..~~

omg omg... like yeh.. omg...................~~

our positions have been set for our game.. not the game i was previously talking with u guys but the game for our batch..... and i have been chosen as the art director..... kyaaah..~~~~ :g_heart: but.... pffft.. as for what an art director does, thats ur assignment.. XD we're short on people.. if u want to volunteer say hai.. lol jk... i wish i can get some of u guys....... <3 our game's gonna be top-down view, action + rpg... oh yeh...~. im just glad it's not a shooting game despite having all guys in my team.. im the only girl but im fighting..~~ aja aja.. fighting..~~! kyaahh... if everything goes right and we finish this, u'll see my name in the credits.. oh gee... im gonna ask them if i can put nicknames instead.. lol...... nah.. probably real name... XD

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as for the first game project im doing for the other team - the 3rd term's game... the megaman style game.. thats still on progress.. i think we're suppose to work with them until the game is published.. *yeh we are publishing whatever we produce at school* <3

anyway, im suppose to hand in some concept art for monster.. the monsters have been listed and i've chosen the easiest in my opinion.. it's a rock type monster... creating the sprites for it's animation will probably be hard...... o.o anyway... more details about the monster havent been finalized.. but yeh.. 2 rock monsters... XD

gaah.. im so tired i dont think i can even sleep.. im just so excited about our game though we've done nothing yet but discuss that part i just mentioned on the first paragraph.. XD

booo.... i feel like skipping tomorrow's class... im not done with my drawings yet.. >x<" yeh.. i think i'll skip.. considering i wont have enough sleep.. i hate losing sleeping time now.. but i still work overtime for these drawings... XD thats life.. XD

random picture.. tuna.. but im lazy to take a pic of the tuna im eating.. *straight from the can* XD and im lazy to grab a pic on the net too... pffft.. im lazy...... v_v" im just gonna make some coffee and work on my drawings.. XD

ciao..~~~ *hugs*