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dont u just wish the updates on the backroom for the world also includes the title of ur post..? *suggest* i feel bad for suggesting a lot of stuff to adam.. so u guys go in my behalf.. lol jk.... XD

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:: school stuff ::

midterm next week.. pssh.. i havent even flipped any of my notes to study.. XD
story boarding class - no midterm but story projectS due on dec.14..
audio class - there's a video tutorial of how to pass the midterm.. lol.. it's just 30mins but i'd rather watch some anime... gaah.. XD
history & theory class - multiple "guess" not choice.. multiple guess... lol....
math - midterm.. but we're allowed to have a cheat sheet.. =P
production class - midterm plus 10 game reviews for journal deadline on wednesday.. not even a single letter written on mine.. v_v"
concept art class - no midterm.. but sketchbook handout on wednesday too..
programming - multiple guess written exam... *phew* not the hard part yet.. i have confidence in my reviewing the notes skill but that's only when i review.. lol.......
lab class - no midterm.. game project briefings..
modelling class - i have no idea... we're suppose to have a make up class today but he cancelled it.. dunno if we'll have midterm here but our class is just studying the 3ds max software.. XD

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:: art stuff ::

still have no scanner... some sketches are drawn in my sketchbook and it'll be handed in for the concept art class and i dunno when i'll get it back so no art updates for a short while til i finish some commissioned pieces.. XD

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:: random stuff ::

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a squirrel crossing the wires.. lol... i thought it'd be amazing if it fell.. hahah jk.... squirrel talk again, i was on my way home the other day when the traffic caused me to see a dead squirrel halfly burried under the leaves.. i'd rather know that there's a dead squirrel burried and covered properly than see it's furs hard and white under some blown away leaf dump... gaaah... good thing the traffic wasnt that bad... >x<"

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salad... omg.. i never imagined i'd eat leaves.. lol... i used to hate vegetables.. but now i've learned to eat salad.. only this kind of veggie salad though.. =P i can finish 2 large romaines in a day.. *the value pack has 3 large romaines* XD they say the more veggie u eat, the better.. since i dont drink water too.. *i love coffee* <3

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:: extra stuff ::

tinierme..? lol..... come to my room.. it's so pink...... XD

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ps.. pink is not my favorite color btw...... >x<"

pif...

piyo piyo... pi~su...

i just have to share this laughter.. omg.. it cracks me up everytime i watch this.. i've seen this months ago and i still cant get over this episode.. XD

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^ some screenshots from episode 5.. XD there was also the case with the strawberry falling off and the two of them fighting over the cake through janken as u can see.. higepiyo is a chick so he can only make rocks.. how crazy of him to offer janken and hiroshi *aka piyoshi* still lost at first try.. lol... External Image

my chinese friend told me about this anime.. it's just 5mins each episode.. u'll be laughing a lot.. it's so worth it.. XD it might not be the type of anime u'll watch.. *told myself that same thing* but watching this makes u feel light after.. *the laughs* XD

go watch it at anilinkz.. --> higepiyo <--

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on the other note........ i found my usb.. yeiii.. many thanks to our project manager and team leaders.. =v=; i seriously would've cried if i lost the files but i got them back.. i think everything's there and i'll add a notepad text saying in case of lost and found pls call blahblah.. XD

so anyways........ im doing backgrounds for the game design project.. v_v" i have no confidence or whatsoever with my bg skills... >A<;; i feel like everyone is being sarcastic.. *bzzt* i need to post something with bg so i can have more crits.... at least u guys are comfortable critizing me while they're not.. yet.. XD they're just like, "do it ur way".. "u've got ur own thing there, continue.." like eh..? it was like that too with my previous university.. =,=" even in the saturday classes i took last year.. i even have my own workstation....... *the geisha pic is on my drafts* im paying to learn something.. i hope they wont let me be just because they "think" i can do it myself.. i dont think so.... i need guidance thats why im there.. >x<" i feel lonely... lol jk jk... artists live for comments u know.... XP

sneak peak.. @_@

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aight.. im off to watch more higepiyo.. it's still on going i thought it ended on ep12.. if u guys have any recommendations for a good cracker comedy, let me know..~~ i need more laughs in my life... lol... External Image

lost and found..

hai...~~ my usb is still missing.. >A<; trying to get it back with the help of some kawaii/kakkoii/suteki senpai.. kyaah..~~ i lost my usb but i found my senpai.. lol... jk.. XD

anyway.. i kinda remembered the wips i have in my usb.. the folder for the video i recently made... the school has awesome softwares so i thought i should edit it there before i send it to someone for the music commission i requested but gaah.. qwertyuiop err.. i made my version last month though.. if u havent seen it, go watch --> til then.. also, the calendar commission coloring in progress, 2 omake strips for my sailor moon fan comic, male and female concept art for the game characters design slash my story for the storywriting class, *lil pv on wip world* wip for the sailor konoha colored and what else... yeh i kinda jump off from one work to others.. XD ehh.... eitherway, i'll wait patiently for the email.. my programming stuff is super important though messy.. my personal notes over the notes.. and some japanese comments regarding ehem.. i figured i should type in japanese u know coz i know my seatmates wont be able to read it.. lol.. i promise those comments in japanese are personal.. like im bored, sleepy, hungry.. lol...... jk.. just imagine how embarrassing that'd be if my seatmates/instructor saw that i typed in "im hungry" lol..... but i still type my thoughts *in japanese* regardless.. and sometimes in my notebook too.. XD well.. im probably the only one who can relate to my notes anyway so no merits or whatsoever for having my key.. *kaeshite kudasai* >_<. oh, also, a halo trial.exe is there.. o.o" because everyone in the class kept talking about halo stuff, my classmate gave me the trial though i played enough counter strike and gunz already, i thought i should try too but err.. gone..... plus, the illustrator files for the game level designs blahblah but it's on their site so nvm...

picture... gummy bears again ok..?

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image credits to fc02 from DA.. isnt that awesome..? my poor gummy bears.. >x<;

new art.. new inspiration...?

new art.. yes.. finally... i have some stuff ready to be scanned... *wasnt on the wips*

new inspiration..? eeh.. i bought a sketchbook and some pencils earlier today.. i cant believe myself... i was literally staring at the guy who helped me..! XD what..? i cant help it.. he so reminds me of ben affleck with glasses... kyaah... *fan girl* but his name was felix *from the receipt* lol.... his voice is so cool too.. i wanted to stay longer in the store but he helped me enough.. i was also in a rush as usual but i'll try to come back.. *such a stalker* XD he said 'see ya' but i dont think i'll need more art supplies soon.. unless i scratch off that 50 page sketchbook quick enough... >v<" oh i know.. i'll return the sketchbook and get a different brand.. lol..... jk..... *rofl*

it's kinda the opposite.. im supposed to be inspired first before i came up with a new art but lol... i was imagining stuff so he was a bit late.. i'll eventually forget about him til i go there again.. if i see him again... XD

eeeh... yeh.. i'll try to find time to scan these stuff next week.. i want to return my tablet too coz it's pretty messed up.. dunno why but the pen pressure never worked for me.. i tried re-installing it as some suggested but still the same.. oh well.. i still have the warranty and thats what it's for.. =P

modeling class... i dunno whats wrong with me but everyone i see looks cute... ahahah... our instructor for this class is also cute.. dont want to assume his age but he said he has a girlfriend so he cant be 10yrs older than me... XD

anyway, i finally listened to death to his class.. i guess last week was just a refresher.. it was his first day of teaching too so everything was a bit off.. but he got used to us and we got used to him.. i understood 3ds max a lil better now... and so, while he does his teaching, i was applying it.. dunno what this is but they thought it's cool.. i thought it looks weird.. XD

*doraemon suddenly popped in my head* XD oh well.. next week's class is something to look forward.. *^^*

ps.... the registrar, who's been helping me til now is also young and cute..!

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thanks for those who've been putting up with my random blahs... i appreciate it.. *hugs*

reality is pretty if u keep dreaming..

my titles never makes sense.. =P anyway... before u scroll down many times coz it's another long post.. *yet again* here's a random pic....

it's so much better in real life... of course.. my poor phone is antique.. *needs new phone* XD

oh yeh.. theotaku shrinks pics.. oh well.. there are 3 shots.. 180 degree or so.. it's really pretty.. it's hard to sleep when u start staring coz it lasts til u fall asleep.. unfortunately, the stars are hard to see from the cam but there are a few stars especially that one super shiny star which i think is a planet coz i sometimes see a ring.. lol... *very good eye sight* =P

anyway... the rest of the post is kinda like a review of some of my class.. including current projects and plans.. it's a long post... it's a blog after all..

first week of class over.. stressful as expected.. waking up very early like 4am everyday is enough to fill in that stressful part.. XD but it's fun.. although i cant help but feel overwhelmed sometimes.. there's just 2 girls in our class.. the other girl knows more about games than i do.. of course.. i know little about games coz i never finish any game... though i played lots-- from online, ds, gameboy, ps, ps2, ps3, wii, even some old games on snes or whatever u call that video game player *grew up from that console btw* XD and i've played almost every genre -- rpg, mmorpg, shooting, linear adventure, versus, strategy, board, even educational games such as cooking and sports.. lol.. but the thing is, i dont see how those games end.. i like to make up my own ending coz i hate being disappointed.. u know the common reaction when u finished something u've been doing for a long time and then u'll do "that" reaction.. *whatever that is* i just dont like disappointments.. thats all.. most of my knowledge from these games probably came from watching my brothers play.. they're the addicts.. lol...... what's getting on me at school is all they talk about is halo stuff... i havent tried halo coz it's the same genre as cs, gunz, ut3, etc.. i played enough 1st person shooting games online.. guys.. tsk tsk.. XD well at least they talk about japanese stuff sometimes.. tohou, kh, ff.. not so much though.. i heard "halo" everyday.. like seriously..... it's just like how the radio kept playing beyonce's halo song.. XD

anyway...... on to the serious part.. we're already gonna work on a game..! the details are supposed to be confidential so yeh.. we'll just leave it as that.. im teamed up with some senpai.. lol...

the first task is level design... what's worse is we're designated to do backgrounds first before the characters, weapons, and such... i was like.. omg.. dont we have environment/bg artists..?! we dont have in our team so we're kinda sending in samples asap... gaaah... me, backgrounds...? uhhh...... >x<"

on a different class though, we have to create a pivotal character.. something like a main character.. it's for the story writing class... so im writing a new story.. i think i'll be able to send in some sample pics some time next week or so.. it's just a project but im kinda taking this seriously coz next year, we're gonna do our own game for our own team--just like what we're doing with the senpais.. and im hoping my story will be picked.. if not, at least my character/s.. =P

math/programming.. profs keep threatening us that we wont last long in that class.. like can we drop that class and still graduate..? no right.. lol... whatever.. i want to enjoy math especially programming so i wont have a hard time accepting the fact that this is not the subject i want to do most.. XD

audio.. omg... im so inspired to make my own composition.. our prof is david logan.. i didnt know him til he played some teaser of the OSTs he's working on even the rejects and other bgm that have been used in some games.. XD he has a website where u can listen to some of his titles... google david logan producer or david logan composer.. <3 he's such an interesting person.. his class is probably the class im excited to attend most... *^^*

concept art.. i dunno much about english crew but our prof, rhys yorke worked for marvel.. like omg.. these guys are actually planning to take some potential people for their company.. *will grab that opportunity* XD but for this class, i feel like we're gonna do what i did in my summer class.. v_v" i think we're just gonna do vehicle concept for this term.. gaah.. mechanic stuff.. havent tried but gotta try and i think worth trying.. XD character concept is still far away.. eeeehh.....

oh well............. as for living by myself, im pretty much getting used to it.. 2 more years or who knows.. i could be staying here since the jobs are here or somewhere else.. i know it's not in my previous city thats why i moved here.. XD

pursue the dream... =P

but first i gotta sleep so i can see my dream... lol.. *havent seen a dream in a looooooooong while* >x<"