I won't be walking these roads much longer.
I'm walking past trees that are losing thier last leaves.
I feel content that this is how it all comes crashing down on me. I've lived a great life. I've tossed aside memories that brought regret. Achieved immortality through peace of mind. And yet, something still isn't right.
I have walked alone for so many years and yet my heart has been claimed. I have one last wish. It will bring upon myself regret...and peace. I want her to live happy. But I want to die happy. These strange dreams that fortell of my end seem a little too farfetched now. Theres a massive black cloud of confusion just floating there above my head. Quite annoying really.
I feel content and I'm ready for death. My reasons are obvious. In all honesty, I'm tired of this world. I'm so ashamed to be part of the human race. I soar now into the void. Barriers hold me back..along with another hope. I'm so tired of this hope. I'm so tired of breaking these promises that I make to myself.
I wonder. What will it be like? I imagine theres trees that are fully in blossom, never losing its color. Will these memories remain? I don't know what to think anymore.
I see children running about and enjoying themselves. I think its fact that the world is indeed a cruel place. Everything ends right where it begins.
This age will determine the worlds fate. Where do I belong? What is going on? I'm being sucked into some kind of vortex. Falling into sleep and I'm falling. My body is weightless...moving at the speed of light... and then I crash. My eyes...open to witness the birth of a change.
