DISCLAIMER!!!!!!
You don't need to read this.. It's just me.. complaining I guess.. Ranting? idk, but you don't want to read this, hell I know I wouldnt xDD

Basically my family fails at being a family. But I'm not writing today to complain about that really xDD
I'm spending the night at a friend's house, and it's crazy how much her parents genuinely care. Like seriously, I'm completely blown away. Like her mom constantly asks if I'm hungry, or if I need anything. My mom doesn't even do that when I'm sick. Crazy shit man. Crazy. Shit.
Speaking of which, I just got over having the flu, and my mom wasn't even fazed. So Sara (which I'm at her house now :D) came and got me (so I wouldnt have to deal with my sister lol)
Anyway, I laid on the couch and just like watched tv with her. Then Mommy Sue (which is Sara's mom lol) came in and asked if I was okay, blah blah blah. She took my temperature and I had 103.4..... which apparently is bad. She looked honestly worried and crap. So why exactly couldn't I of been born as a part of this family? I mean, I know no family is perfect or anything, but mine just sucks. I love my older brother. He's all I really have anymore.
My dad's gone. My mother is a loser and I never see her, and my adopted parent sucks as a parent. She tells me all the time that the only reason she doesnt give me up for adoption is because she gets a check from the State to keep me. Delightful isnt it? :D
>.>
I feel so retarded saying this here...
boo..
:|
I kinda wanna delete all of this.. But then I'l just end up rewriting it in my notebook, and that would take forever lol
Ranting makes me feel better I guess...

-SUPER SIGH-
(anime literally is the only thing in my life that keeps me from falling into drugs, or attempting suicide again. Not fucking joking either.)
Before I would probably say anime AND my friends. But I'm really pissed at all of the people who supposedly said we were close. Well... Everyone except Sara lol

This is why I want to move to Pandora and live as an Avatar person thing. Yeah. That would be epic. So epic.
Enough complaining I guess for one day xDDD

Goodnight cyber world. <3

~Riska