So I read something on Tumblr..

it said:
"Reblog if you're no longer friends with someone who you once called your best friend."

Thought of Amber first.
I know she's always mean and constantly hurts me, and is a terrible friend... but I can't help but miss her...
Like... I hate that we don't talk, and I hate that I can't do anything about it..
My friend Ali (Who is I tell all of my drama to xD) said that I'll end up taking her back, and acting like nothing happened... At first I said I wouldn't.. But as time goes on, I realize I just might
But I don't want to!!
Every time she does something like this it hurts more and more
I don't want to take it anymore...
But I always forgive her...
I say I won't, but I always do..
And she knows it

I don't know what to do anymore...
Gonna go cry now.
When all else fails, crying really does help.
Then maybe I can think this through clearly...

Later

~Riska

ps- When I get emotional like this, don't expect proper grammar and crap. I just don't care enough at this point.
Plus it's almost 4am....

End