AND CRYING FOREVER X]
It's just too fucking adorable
When Ren proposed to Nana O. I just about DIED
THEN WHEN REIRA AND SHIN TALKED ABOUT (sorry caps) how it's 'fate' to be together. Same birthday and all~ and th way they say things I'm like dying
omg
Why did I ever stop watching this show?!?!?
I'm on episode like 43? 44? idk it's on Netflix xD
Oh god <333333
NEVER END
I'm totally reading the manga after this
GAH
I LOVE IT
Stupid Yasu
STAND UP FOR YOURSELF DAMN IT
and I LOVE Miu and Nobu and they should totally end up together >[
I DEMAND THIS
IUPHGPIUHN
In other news
I went to the bathroom earlier
and while I was washing my hands, I glanced in the mirror at my reflection.
and I stared for a bit...
Noticing each and every detail
Mostly things I do not like...
So I would really like to change.
I know I can't change the shape of my ears, or the size of my nose without surgery or other drastic measures, but I /can/ change other things about myself that would in turn make me feel better about myself (hopefully)
And I made a pact right then and there.
And I sealed that pact.
How?
I shaved off my damn eye brows.
Now that I think about it, that was probably a bad idea.... BUT I don't regret it.
I can draw them on, and in turn it will encourage me to start wearing mascara and maybe foundation or tinted moisturizer daily again.
Just little things that boost my confidence.
I'm going to start taking better care of my skin and body. In many ways.
Eating healthier.
I'm also thinking about going full on vegan. I'm already vegetarian. It's not that big of a change.
and now that Anime Boston is over, and I have time to actually /do/ things again, I can start going to the gym again~
Plus it's starting to get warm out, so I can bring my dog out for hikes and stuff
-rantrantrantnoonecares trollolol-
So yeah. I know I'm being shallow and shit, but I want to change things...
and I'm probably doing it for all of the wrong reasons, but I'm a teenager.
I'm going to fuck shit up anyways
At least now I'll be actually getting something positive from it
KAY IT'S LATE GOODNIGHT MY LOVES <3
~Riska
ps- I just realized prom is next weekend. I still need shoes, a mask, a shawl, and tulle to make straps (no way in HELL am I going strapless).... osht gotta go get this done
